LOST & FOUND

OK... SO THAT WAS WEIRD... I THOUGHT I WAS TYPING AND HAD WORDS ON THIS PAGE... WHAT I REALLY THINK HAPPENED WAS THAT I PASSED OUT AND STARTED IMAGINING THINGS LOL. ANYWAYS, TIME FOR THIS WEEKS POST!

NOW I DONT MEAN THE REGULAR LOST AND FOUND, WHERE YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU MISPLACED AND LEFT BEHIND. WHAT I MEAN IS WHAT DID YOU LOSE THAT WAS YOURS? OK... LET ME TRY THAT AGAIN. I MEAN PERSONALLY, DEEPLY, INTRINSICALLY, PRIVATE, OR PERSONALITY. TAKE THIS BLOG FOR EXAMPLE. I USE TO LOOK FORWARD TO WRITING MY BLOG. IT WAS EXCITING AND I WANTED TO SEE HOW MANY VIEWS I CAN GET, WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS PEOPLE WILL POST, HOW WILL PEOPLE REACT. I USE TO ENJOY IT AND IT WAS FUN AND IT WAS MEANINGFUL. NOW, SOMETIMES, A LOT OF THE TIME, I DONT EVEN WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE... IM JUST SO TIRED AND LAZY, AND I DONT WANT TO WRITE IT ANYMORE. I EVEN PASSED OUT MULTIPLE TIMES WRITING THIS, HELL I PASSED OUT BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING LOL. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON THIS BLOG, I USE TO THINK ABOUT THE TOPICS, POST A TON OF PICTURE, ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, AND WRITE A LOT! THESE DAYS I CANT EVEN GET A DECENT TOPIC OUT AND I RESORT TO MOVIE REVIEWS BECAUSE ITS EASY. WHAT I LOST IS MY MOTIVATION, MY WILL, MY DRIVE FOR THIS. THEN RECENTLY I FORGOT WHEN, BUT WHEN I WAS WRITING I FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. IT MADE ME HAPPY AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHEN I STILL ENJOYED IT. THEN I FOUND MY MOTIVATION BACK TO CONTINUE ON WRITING... SOMETIMES. I STARTED WRITING ABOUT REAL TOPICS AGAIN, TOPICS THAT I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT BUT ITS JUST TOO HARD TO DO IT. I GUESS SINCE IM STILL WRITING IL HAVE A CHANCE TO WRITE THEM, BUT IF I STOP, THEN IT WILL NEVER BE POSTED. OK... I HAVE A FEELING THIS ISNT REALLY MAKING SENSE ANYMORE. I HOPE YOU GET MY POINT...

SEE IM SO LAZY THAT IM GOING TO MAKE THIS INTO A 2 PARTER LOL. COME BACK NEXT WEEK AND SEE IF YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING... CAUSE I DONT LOL. GOODNIGHT.

RT