5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

HOLY CRAP!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THIS POST MARKS MY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THIS BLOG!!! THIS IS THE EXACT DATE 5 YEARS AGO THAT I STARTED. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED THIS LONG... TO BE ABLE TO WRITE A POST EVERY WEEK WITHOUT FAIL... BECAUSE I TOTALLY DIDNT THINK I WAS GOING TO KEEP THIS GOING OR KEEP THIS UP THIS LONG... IT REALLY HAS SURPRISED ME... I STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 5 YEARS ALREADY. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST 5 YEARS... BUT SOMEHOW IVE BEEN ABLE TO KEEP THIS UP. EVEN WHEN I WAS OUT OF THE COUNTRY I WAS STILL ABLE TO POST SOMETHING JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT IT REALLY IS WEEKLY. SO MUCH HAS CHANGED... FAMILY, FRIENDS, CAREER, RELATIONSHIP, AND THE BIGGEST OF ALL MYSELF. LOOKING BACK AT MY POSTS I REALLY CAN SEE HOW IVE GROWN AND CHANGED. I DID KEEP MY WORD OF KEEPING THIS BLOG JUST LIKE ME... AND JUST LIKE THE TITLE SAYS... RANDOM!!! IVE GIVEN YOU ALL A VIEW INTO MY SUBCONSCIOUSNESS AND HOW MY MIND WORKS. I DONT KNOW HOW MANY STILL READ THIS, BUT ITS ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU DO. IT HASNT BEEN EASY... I KNOW AT TIMES THE POSTS ARE LACKING IN SUBSTANCE OR NOT EVEN THERE AT ALL... BUT THERES TIMES THAT JUST MAKES YOU TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK. IVE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS WITH THIS BLOG. IVE THOUGHT ABOUT STOPPING, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING LESS, IVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT ALL. AFTER EVERYTHING WAS SAID AND DONE, I DECIDED TO KEEP GOING. LIKE I SAID... I DONT REALLY CARE HOW MANY OF YOU READ THIS OR ENJOY THIS, ITS MORE FOR MYSELF. ITS A RELEASE, ITS AN OUTLET FOR ME TO JUST DO AND SAY WHATEVER I WANT. THIS IS COMPLETELY UNFILTERED AND IS RAW. IF YOU EVER WANTED TO MEET THE REAL ME... WELL HERE I AM AND THIS IS IT. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO PROCEED IN THE FUTURE. IVE REALLY BEEN THINKING ABOUT CUTTING DOWN THE POSTS. BUT THEN AGAIN I HAVE A LOT OF POSTS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT... SO AT LEAST IN THE NEAR FORESEEABLE FUTURE IL STILL BE POSTING WEEK AFTER WEEK.

I WONDER WHAT THE NEXT 5 YEARS IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE... I WONDER WHAT THE POSTS ARE GOING TO BE ABOUT... I HAVE SOME POSTS THAT I KNOW IL WRITE BUT WILL I REALLY BE ABLE TO WRITE FOR ANOTHER 5 YEARS.... WELL... THEN AGAIN I ALREADY WROTE 5 SO WHO KNOWS... LOL. I GUESS FOR NOW IL JUST KEEP DOING WHAT IM DOING AND IF SOMETHING CHANGES, YOU ALL WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW :) HERES TO 5 GLORIOUS YEARS OF BLOGGING!!! :)

WELL WORKS REALLY BUSY ESPECIALLY SINCE IM LEAVING FOR VACA NEXT WEEK!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO FINALLY. AFTER EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED THIS YEAR I REALLY NEED TO JUST GET AWAY FROM IT ALL AND RECHARGE. I NEED TO CHANGE MY VIEW ON THINGS. I NEED TO JUST RELAX AND ENJOY MYSELF A LITTLE. ITS GOING TO BE GREAT. SO MY NEXT POST WILL BE FROM GOOD OLD CHINA LOL... IF I CAN GET IT TO WORK... LOL. SEE YOU ALL WHEN I COME BACK.

RT