WELL AFTER LAST WEEKS POST I STARTED FIDDLING WITH POSSIBLY DIFFERENT PLATFORMS TO RECORD AND SPOTS TO SHOOT FROM. ALSO STARTED LOOKING AT HOW I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO MAKE THIS ALL HAPPEN. GOT SOME TEST FOOTAGE COMPLETED AND NOW JUST HAVE TO SEE HOW I AM GOING TO PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. IM ACTUALLY SORT OF EXCITED TO SEE HOW THIS IS GOING TO GO AND HOW IT IS ALL GOING TO COME TOGETHER. THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO BE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE FOR ME AND ONCE AGAIN I FIND MYSELF LEARNING NEW THINGS... SORT OF LIKE SCHOOL... AGAIN... AND IM NOT SURPRISED THAT ITS HAPPENING AGAIN AFTER I SAID I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO SCHOOL AGAIN. IN A WAY THIS ISNT SCHOOL BUT I AM LEARNING SOMETHING HAHA. IM CURRENTLY TRYING TO USE WHAT I HAVE AT HOME FROM ALL THE YEARS OF COLLECTING STUFF AND SEEING IF THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH OR IF I NEED TO INVEST IN SOME GEAR... IT MIGHT BE A GOOD IDEA BUT THEN AGAIN I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW FAR THIS IS GOING TO GO SO I MIGHT AS WELL JUST SEE WHAT I GET WITH WHAT I HAVE, BEFORE GOING ALL IN AND GOING BROKE PER SE... I ALREADY HAVE TOPICS AND IDEAS LINED UP READY TO GO I JUST NEED TO DO SOME GOOD OLD RESEARCH TO PUT IT ALL TOGETHER. I DIDNT REALLY THINK I WAS GOING TO DO THIS BUT EVERYTHING NOW LOOKS PROMISING :)
BESIDES THAT IM STILL WORKING ON MY OWN THING ON THE SIDE AND STILL DOING MORE LEARNING ABOUT THAT AS WELL... WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING... OMG IM GOING INTO OVERDRIVE!!! IM SPREAD PRETTY THIN RIGHT NOW... AND BETWEEN WORK AND TRYING TO RECOVER MORE I THINK IM TAKING ON TOO MANY PROJECTS AT ONCE... WELL AS MY GOOD OLD MOTO GOES: "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" SOOO IL JUST HAVE TO KEEP IT GOING AND PUSH THROUGH IT ALL. I REALLY THINK THIS IS GOING TO WORK OUT GREAT!!!
SO I QUICKLY WANTED TO DO A SMALL REVIEW OF A FEW NEW SHOWS THAT JUST STARTED UP AS WELL SINCE SHOWS ARE STARTING TO COME BACK SO IL JUST DO 3 THAT I CHECKED OUT:
DC'S LEGENDS OF TOMORROW
THIS IS AN INTERESTING ONE... IT STARS ARTHUR DARVILL AS RIP HUNTER BUT WE WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER REMEMBER HIM AS RORY FROM DR. WHO LOLOL. SEEING HIM IN SUCH A COMMANDING ROLE IS WEIRD... ESPECIALLY IF YOU KNOW HIS CHARACTER FROM DR. WHO. THEN YOU HAVE BRANDON ROUTH AS RAY PALMER WHO IS THE ATOM FROM THE SHOW ARROW BUT I KNOW HIM BETTER AS SUPERMAN FROM SUPERMAN RETURNS AND DANIEL FROM CHUCK. NEXT WE HAVE DOMINIC PURCELL AND WENTWORTH MILLER OR AS I REMEMBER THE BROTHERS LINCOLN AND MICHAEL FROM PRISON BREAK. ONCE AGAIN THEY ARE TOGETHER BUT THE CHEMISTRY IS WEIRD CAUSE OF THEIR CHARACTERS... IM JUST WAITING FOR THE NEW PRISON BREAK INSTEAD HAHA. WHO ELSE IS THERE... CAITY LOTZ WHOS SARAH LANCE FROM ARROW AND PLAYS CANARY, VICTOR GARBER AND FRANZ DRAMEH WHO PLAY TOGETHER AS FIRESTORM, CIARA RENEE AND FALK HENTSCHEL WHO PLAY HAWKGIRL AND HAWKMAN. VICTOR PLAYS THE SAME TYPE OF CHARACTER ALL THE TIME, EITHER A DOCTOR OF SOME SORT OR A COP AND IS IN A BUNCH OF STUFF BUT NOTHING EVER REALLY BIG. CAITY SOMEHOW IS STILL ALIVE CAUSE I STOPPED WATCHING ARROW SO NOT REALLY SURE BUT THATS ALL I REALLY KNOW HER FROM. THE REST... WELL IM SURE THEY HAVE ALL DONE OTHER WORKS BEFORE BUT NOT MUCH THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN OR HEARD OF. OH YA THERES SOME SPOILERS IN THIS POST... ANYWAYS SO RIP GOES BACK IN TIME AND GATHERS A RAG TAG TEAM TO STOP VANDAL SAVAGE FROM CONQUERING THE WORLD. IVE SEEN AND READ OTHER COMICS AND SHOWS AND HES PLACED HERE AND THERE AND THAT HES IMMORTAL, SINCE THE START OF THE HUMAN RACE BLA BLA BLA. HONESTLY THIS SHOW HAS TO MANY PEOPLE... CAST IS WAY TOO BIG AND ITS GOING TO BE HARD TO CONCENTRATE ON THE CHARACTERS... ALSO I DONT THINK THE CASTING WAS RIGHT FOR SOME OF THE CHARACTERS, AND ALSO THE ACTING ISNT THE GREATEST. THE SHOWS WORTH A WATCH BUT I DONT REALLY THINK IT WILL MAKE IT PAST 1 SEASON... IM GOING TO GIVE IT ABOUT 5 EPISODES BEFORE I LOSE INTEREST IN IT... THEY JUST PULL PEOPLE FROM ARROW AND FLASH TO TRY TO MILK IT AS MUCH AS THEY CAN. IT IS TO NOTE THAT I HAVE STOPPED WATCHING ARROW AND I QUIT FLASH AFTER LIKE 3 EPISODES... ANYWAYS... WILL SEE HOW THIS GOES... OH AND ITS FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL :)
LUCIFER
BASICALLY THE DEVIL HAS LEFT HELL TO HAVE A VACATION/QUIT BEING THE KING OF HELL. THERES SOME ANGEL DEVIL GOING ON BUT NOT MUCH POWERS OR FIGHTING... THEY FOCUS MORE ON HOW LUCIFER AS A PERSON. TOM ELLIS IS THE DEVIL AND I HAVENT SEEN MUCH OF HIS STUFF PLAYS AN OVERCONFIDENT DEVIL AS I GUESS HE SHOULD BE. LAUREN GERMAN PLAYS THE MAIN GIRL WHO I ALSO DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT. SO ANYWAYS LUCIFER IS INTRIGUED BY CHLOE (LAUREN) BECAUSE HIS POWERS DONT WORK ON HER. SHE SO HAPPENS TO BE A COP. THIS IS SORT OF LIKE SUPERNATURAL MINUS ALL THE COOL PARTS AND FOCUS ON THE CONFLICT THE DEVIL HAS. ITS CHEESY AS HELL (PUNNNNNN) BUT MEH WORTH A WATCH AS WELL. DONT THINK IT WILL MAKE IT PAST THIS SEASON EITHER AND ESPECIALLY NOT SINCE ITS ON FOX... SINCE WE ALL KNOW NOTHING SURVIVES AND EVERYTHING DIES ON FOX LOL. OH AND ITS FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL.
THE X-FILES
AFTER A 14 YEAR HIATUS ITS BACK!!! WELL FOR A FEW EPISODES ANYWAYS. I WAS NEVER A CRAZY FAN BUT I DID WATCH IT. I THINK I WATCHED A TOTAL OF LIKE 3 OR 4 SEASONS COMBINED OUT OF THE 9 AND IL WATCH THIS BIT TOO. I FELT IT STARTED OFF STRONG BUT THE CHARACTER DYNAMICS WAS WAY OFF... IT SEEMS THAT DAVID DUCHOVNY AND GILLIAN ANDERSON WERE TRYING TOO HARD, DAVID MORE SO THAN GILLIAN. MITCH PILEGGI RETURNS AND SO DOES WILLIAM B. DAVIS, BOTH OF WHICH HAS BEEN IN COUNTLESS THINGS OVER THE YEARS AS WELL AND GOOD TO SEE THEM AGAIN. SINCE THERES ONLY 6 EPISODES IM GONNA WATCH IT ALL BUT IT ALL SEEMS TOO FORCED... MULDER AND SCULLY WERE FROM ANOTHER ERA AND I DONT KNOW IF THIS REALLY WORKS. THIS IS MORE FOR NOSTALGIAS SAKE I SUPPOSE BUT STILL TOTALLY NICE TO WATCH, BUT MAN HAVE THEY ALL AGED... LOL. OH BUT I WILL MENTION THAT EVEN AFTER X-FILES BOTH DAVID AND GILLIAN HAVE HAD GREAT CAREERS SO NO WORRIES THERE. GUESS WHAT... ITS ALSO FILMED IN VANCOUVER AS WELL!!! LOL
REST OF MY SHOWS??? OH DONT WORRY IM STILL WATCHING THEM. SUITS JUST CAME BACK TODAY SO I GET TO WATCH THAT IN THE MORNING LOL. WORK... WELL IM FINALLY CATCHING UP ON EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED OVER WHILE I WAS AWAY. REST OF LIFE? NOT MUCH IS UP SINCE IVE BEEN OUT OF IT. COME TO THINK OF IT I HAVENT REALLY DONE REVIEWS IN A WHILE AS WELL... WELL HERE WAS A GOOD ONE TODAY. ALL FILMED IN VANCOUVER TOO!!! SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS STILL FILMING... IF I COULD HAVE MADE THAT A STEADY THING THAN THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN AWESOME AS WELL, BUT HEY, TO EACH THEIR OWN, AM I RIGHT :)
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Wednesday, 27 January 2016
Wednesday, 20 January 2016
CHANGE OF VENUE
SO YOU ALL KNOW HOW IVE BEEN THINKING REALLY HARD WHETHER OR NOT I AM GOING TO CONTINUE THIS BLOG... WELL... I THINK IVE FINALLY COME TO A CONCLUSION. IN ONE SENSE I REALLY DO WANT TO KEEP WRITING, THIS IS JUST AN OUTLET AND I REALLY JUST WRITE WHAT I WANT. I HAVE NO FILTER ON THIS AND THIS IS PURELY WHATEVER IS ON MY MIND AND MY OPINIONS. I HAVE TOPICS HERE AND THERE BUT THE ISSUE IS TRYING TO KEEP UP WEEK AFTER WEEK AFTER WEEK. I AM LAZY... LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT... LIKE THIS POST I AM LITERALLY WRITING IT ABOUT HALF AN HOUR BEFORE MIDNIGHT BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY WATCHING VIDEOS INSTEAD LOL. I THOUGHT ABOUT ONLY UPDATING ONCE IN A WHILE, PERHAPS ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH OR WHENEVER I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, BUT THEN THAT JUST SORT OF DESTROYS THE POINT OF HAVING SOMETHING WEEKLY. SO IVE DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING THAT IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT FOR A WHILE. I WANT TO GET BACK ON YOUTUBE. YA... YOU HEARD RIGHT... BACK ON YOUTUBE, NOT GET ON YOUTUBE, BUT BACK ON YOUTUBE. FOR A BRIEF MOMENT IN TIME NNNNNNNNNN YEARS AGO I HAD A YOUTUBE PAGE. IF YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH IN CREEPING PERHAPS YOU WILL FIND IT LOL. I WANT TO START DOING VIDS AGAIN OF JUST RANDOM STUFF AND EVERYTHING. VIDS IN A WAY IS MUCH EASIER THAN TYPING AND FIGURING OUT WHAT I WANT TO WRITE AND ITS ALSO MUCH QUICKER FOR ME TO ACTUALLY SAY EVERYTHING... BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO A LOT MORE WORK SINCE I HAVE TO FILM IT, EDIT IT, UPLOAD IT, AND DO A BUNCH MORE STUFF TO IT. I THINK I WILL HAVE TO DO A MIX OF YOUTUBE VIDS AND BLOG POSTS. WHEN IM ACTUALLY CREATIVE AND HAVE STUFF TO DO THEN IL VID IT AND WHEN IM LAZY AND WANT TO JUST GET SOMETHING OUT, IL JUST DO A QUICK POST. NOW HERE COMES THE PROBLEM... LIKE I JUST MENTIONED, I USE TO HAVE A YOUTUBE PAGE... THIS WAS BEFORE IT WAS BOUGHT OUT BY GOOGLE... AND I KNOW MY USERNAME... BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT MY PASSWORD IS... WORST OF ALL, ITS PART OF A RECOVER LEGACY THING AND THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED BACK THEN IS EITHER NO LONGER IN SERVICE OR I ALSO FORGOT THE PASSWORD FOR THAT TOO... IM PRETTY SURE IT IS WITH AN EMAIL ADDRESS THAT I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO... SO IVE BEEN LOOKING INTO IT FOR A WHILE AND BASICALLY THERE IS NO WAY TO GET IT BACK... IVE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES AND I JUST CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER THE PASSWORD OR THE EMAIL ADDRESS I USED. IVE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM THAT PERIOD OF TIME AND EVEN ONES FROM BEFORE AND AFTER. THAT USERNAME ISNT THE GREATEST ANYWAYS SOOOOOOO AS IT STANDS I AM LOOKING AT MAKING A NEW PAGE AND GOING TO HAVE ALL NEW CONTENT. AS FOR MY OLD PAGE... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THERE ARE A FEW VIDS UP THERE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO FORGET ABOUT OR HAVE REMOVED LOLOL. THOSE WILL BE UP FOREVER AND ONE DAY IL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH... ACTUALLY ALREADY DID LAUGH... BECAUSE ITS SORTA SAD... *SIGH... NOW I HAVE TO THINK IF IM ACTUALLY GOING TO GET NEW EQUIPMENT FOR THIS OR USE SOMETHING I CURRENTLY HAVE... OHHHHH THE DEBATE OF HAVING TO DECIDE THINGS... THE BLOG I CAN JUST KEEP ON DOING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL I NEED IS MY LAPTOP, BUT VIDS WELL... I HAVE A CAMERA THAT I CAN USE BUT LIGHTING AND MICROPHONES AND THE REST WELL... HMM... I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE DONT ACTUALLY READ THIS BECAUSE IT IS JUST A BIG WALL OF CAPSLOCK AND A LOT OF PEOPLE CANT STAND IT... VIDS HOWEVER YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. ALSO YOUTUBE I WOULD REACH MORE OF A GLOBAL AUDIENCE COMPARED TO THIS PAGE WHERE ITS LIMITED TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY COME HERE AND OR SEARCH OF THIS. SO THE FINAL DECISION IS IM GOING TO ACTUALLY START DOING VIDS :) I REALLY DO FEEL THAT THE CONTENT THERE WILL BE OF A MUCH HIGHER QUALITY THAN MY WRITING HERE.
REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)
OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!
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REST OF LIFE YOU ASK??? WELL STILL INJURED, STILL DEALING WITH EVERYTHING, BUT I HAVE GONE BACK TO WORK ON A PART TIME BASIS JUST CAUSE I CANNOT SIT STILL SINCE EVERYTHING HURTS. ALSO, BECAUSE I NEED MONEY... GOTTA PAY THE BILLS!!! OH OH OH SO I GOT A NEW CAR FINALLY :) GOT THE MONEY FROM THE WRITE OFF AND THAT BARELY COVERED THE CAR, INSURANCE, AND THE REST OF THAT STUFF SO YAY... CARS MUCH BETTER THAN MY OLD LOVE BUT THIS ONE IS QUITE FUN. SHE HAS ALL THE NICK NACKS AND GADGETS I LIKE AND OMG!!! SATELLITE RADIO IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST DISCOVERED IT AND ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. CAN YOU ALL GUESS WHAT MY FIRST VID WILL BE ABOUT??? NO... SERIOUSLY CAN YOU GUESS... HAHA. BESIDES THAT IM STILL BUSY DOING MY OWN THING AND TRYING TO SET THINGS UP. WORK... WELL... LETS JUST SAY THAT I AM BEHIND... VERY BEHIND... TRYING TO CATCH UP IS HARD ESPECIALLY WHILE I STILL HAVE STUFF COMING IN, SO ITS JUST A CONSTANT STREAM OF WORKKKKKKKKKKKKK... JUST GOTTA KEEP ON GRINDING. BESIDES THAT ITS BEEN PRETTY QUIET SINCE IVE JUST BEEN AT HOME HEALING AND GOING TO PHYSIO... WELL... SLOW AND STEADY AS THEY SAY, AND UNTIL NEXT TIME :)
OH I GUESS I SHOULD FIGURE OUT WHEN IM GOING TO START THAT VID THING... HMMM... IN THE NEAR FUTURE... IM SORTA ALL OVER THE PLACE RIGHT NOW DUE TO THE ACCIDENT AND WORK AND MY OWN PLANS... BUT THATS NO EXCUSE SOOOO GET ON IT ASAP!!!
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Wednesday, 13 January 2016
TIME MAKES ONE THINK...
SO IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE IN SOME FORM OR ANOTHER BUT DUE TO ME BEING ON INJURY LEAVE FROM WORK CAUSE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT THE TOPIC IS MORE PREVALENT. WHEN IM LAYING THERE, YOUR MIND JUST LIKES TO WORK OVERTIME AND A FLOOD OF QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT CREEPS IN... QUESTIONING AND JUDGEMENT OF WHERE I AM, WHERE IVE BEEN, WHERE IM GOING, WHAT IM DOING, WHY..., AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE OF ALL... WHAT IF... TIME JUST MAKES YOU THINK OF EVERYTHING YOU DONT WANT TO... I RATHER BE BUSY AND HAVE OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND THAN TO HAVE ME QUESTIONING MYSELF. THE WORST PART IS THAT ITS NOT JUST ONE THING... IT ALWAYS STARTS OFF WITH SOMETHING SMALL WHICH CONNECTS TO SOMETHING BIGGER AND THEN YOU JUMP ISSUES AND SOMEHOW END UP LOOKING BACK AT EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE. IT JUST SNOWBALLS AND SPIRALS OUT OF CONTROL... AND IN THE END YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW YOU ENDED UP WHERE YOU WERE WHEN ALL YOU WANTED TO KNOW WAS SOMETHING SIMPLE. YOUR BRAIN REALLY IS AN ASSHOLE... IT CONNECTS THINGS IN THE DUMBEST OF WAYS TO MAKE YOU FEEL THE SHITTIEST OF WAYS... BUT THEN... C'EST LA VIE...
IM CURRENTLY HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHINGS JUST MISSING. I HONESTLY THINK ITS JUST THAT THIS WILL BE A BIG YEAR. IT STARTED OFF IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ALREADY AND MY OWN PERSONAL DEADLINE IS COMING UP. NOT TO MENTION THE BDAY THIS YEAR IS ALSO A BIG ONE... EVERYTHING CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM THIS POINT AM I RIGHT? EVERYTHING IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE WHATS THE POINT AGAIN. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, SO MANY GOALS NOT MET, AND TIME JUST KEEPS ON TICKING. WHO KNOWS WHATS CAUSING THIS... THE TIME OFF, THE MEDS, THE AGE, THE SURROUNDING... WHO KNOWS!!! JUST NEED THAT PUSH AGAIN TO GET MYSELF ON TRACK AGAIN. NEED TO KNOW WHATS IT ALL MEAN OR WHATS THE POINT. THE QUESTIONS THATS BEEN ASKED FOR SO LONG AND THE ANSWER ALWAYS ALLUDES US. SIGH... MAYBE IL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT... SOONER OR LATER... MAYBE...
HONESTLY THERES SOME THINGS I WANT TO WRITE BUT I DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE... MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE ABOUT IT YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.
STILL BEEN BUSY DEALING WITH THE CAR ACCIDENT AND ALL BUT IVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO GET A CAR. AFTER SOME SEARCHING AND SOME CONNECTIONS I SHOULD BE PICKING UP THE CAR SOMETIME THIS WEEK.
IM TIRED, IM SORE, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE... JUST... BLA... JUST... BLA... THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT... SO... UNTIL TO NEXT TIME...
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IM CURRENTLY HAPPY WITH WHERE I AM AND WHAT IM DOING BUT AT THE SAME TIME SOMETHINGS JUST MISSING. I HONESTLY THINK ITS JUST THAT THIS WILL BE A BIG YEAR. IT STARTED OFF IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY ALREADY AND MY OWN PERSONAL DEADLINE IS COMING UP. NOT TO MENTION THE BDAY THIS YEAR IS ALSO A BIG ONE... EVERYTHING CAN ONLY LOOK UP FROM THIS POINT AM I RIGHT? EVERYTHING IS STARTING TO FEEL LIKE WHATS THE POINT AGAIN. SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO, SO MANY GOALS NOT MET, AND TIME JUST KEEPS ON TICKING. WHO KNOWS WHATS CAUSING THIS... THE TIME OFF, THE MEDS, THE AGE, THE SURROUNDING... WHO KNOWS!!! JUST NEED THAT PUSH AGAIN TO GET MYSELF ON TRACK AGAIN. NEED TO KNOW WHATS IT ALL MEAN OR WHATS THE POINT. THE QUESTIONS THATS BEEN ASKED FOR SO LONG AND THE ANSWER ALWAYS ALLUDES US. SIGH... MAYBE IL BE ABLE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT... SOONER OR LATER... MAYBE...
HONESTLY THERES SOME THINGS I WANT TO WRITE BUT I DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM... DOES THAT MAKE SENSE... MAYBE ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE ABOUT IT YOU WILL ALL UNDERSTAND.
STILL BEEN BUSY DEALING WITH THE CAR ACCIDENT AND ALL BUT IVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO GET A CAR. AFTER SOME SEARCHING AND SOME CONNECTIONS I SHOULD BE PICKING UP THE CAR SOMETIME THIS WEEK.
IM TIRED, IM SORE, I DONT KNOW ANYMORE... JUST... BLA... JUST... BLA... THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT... SO... UNTIL TO NEXT TIME...
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Wednesday, 6 January 2016
HERES TO ANOTHER NEW YEAR
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS OUT THERE. HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL END TO 2015 AND A GREAT START OF 2016. MYSELF... WELL STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATH AND HASSLE OF THE CAR ACCIDENT. TALKING TO LAWYERS, ICBC, DOCTORS, POLICE, ALL SO MUCH FUN... AND NOW ITS CONFIRMED THAT MY CAR IS TOTALLED... WHICH I ALREADY KNEW... SO IM TRYING TO LOOK FOR A NEW CAR RIGHT NOW AND ITS ACTUALLY HARDER THAN YOU THINK... THERES ACTUALLY NO CARS I LIKE RIGHT NOW AND THE CARS THAT I DO LIKE ARE OUT OF MY PRICE RANGE... I NEED TO HAVE A CAR FOR WORK AND AT THE SAME TIME I NEED IT TO BE PRESENTABLE YET REASONABLE AND FITS MY LIFESTYLE. THERE ARE NOT THAT MANY VEHICLES THAT FIT THIS CATEGORY... EXCEPT THE ONES THAT I CANT AFFORD LOL. SO NOW I HAVE FINALLY NARROWED IT DOWN TO 3 VEHICLES WHICH I WILL GO TAKE A LOOK AT AND SEE WHICH ONE I WILL END UP WITH. BESIDES THAT BEEN DEALING WITH PAIN ALL OVER STILL AND ACTUALLY GONNA GO SEE THE DOCTOR TOMORROW CAUSE THIS AINT FUN!!! SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE BIGGEST HASSLE EVER!!! I DONT CARE WHOS RIGHT OR WHATNOT ITS ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE TO CONTACT AND DEAL WITH THAT ANNOYS ME. I SERIOUSLY WISH THIS NEVER HAPPENED BUT LIKE I ALWAYS SAY... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. HEY LOOK AT IT THIS WAY... THE YEAR STARTED OFF LIKE THIS SO IT CANT POSSIBLY GET ANY WORSE... *KNOCKS ON WOOD* LOL AND THATS ANOTHER THING I DONT GET... WHAT DOES KNOCK ON WOOD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING... I REMEMBER SOMEONE TOLD ME BEFORE IT HAS TO DO WITH NATURE AND THAT ITS NATURAL... SO IT VOIDS THE JINX... ACTUALLY HOLD ON... IM GONNA GO CHECK. OK IM BACK... NOTHING IS REALLY CLEAR BUT SOME SAY OLD FOLKLORE SAYS KNOCKING ON WOOD WARDS OFF EVIL SPIRITS... AND IN OTHERS KNOCKING ON WOOD BECAUSE TREE SPIRITS/ELVES/NYMPH LIVES IN THEM AND YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO INVOKE PROTECTION. WELL... YOU LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY :) THE MORE YOU KNOW... RIGHT :) ANYWAYS THIS FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR. THEN AGAIN... DONT THEY ALL FEEL LIKE A GOOD YEAR UNTIL SOMETHING COMES ALONG AND JUST SCREWS IT UP? WELL... ONE CAN ONLY HOPE ITS A GOOD YEAR, SO FAR SO GOOD... SORTA... IN A WAY... ISH... MEH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN HAHA
ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.
CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.
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ON ANOTHER NOTE... MY BATTLE WITH FB IS OVER :) THEY COULDNT BLOCK ME FOR LONG!!! I AM BACK LOL. AFTER SENDING THEM MORE COMPLAINTS AND STUFF THEY APOLOGIZED AND GAVE ME BACK MY ACCOUNT. PSH!!! THATS RIGHT I AM ACTUALLY THAT COOL SO SCREW YOU AND TIME TO START CREEPING AGAIN. ACTUALLY I WAS OFF FACEBOOK FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AND AFTER THE FIRST WEEK I DIDNT REALLY NOTICE IT ANYMORE... THE ONLY THING I REALLY DO WITH FB IS LINK THIS BLOG AND MY IG PICS TO IT.
CURRENTLY JUST TAKING TIME TO RECOVER FROM THE ACCIDENT SO IVE BEEN DOING A FEW THINGS THAT I HAD ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO. ITS BEEN PRETTY PRODUCTIVE I WOULD SAY. OH OH OH AND THIS IS MY POST #222. YUP ITS STILL GOING STRONG... 222 POSTS LATER... 222 WEEKS LATER... OVER 4 YEARS OF WRITING WEEK AFTER WEEK. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN KEEP THIS GOING. I DO HAVE TOPICS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WRITE THEM. RIGHT NOW THERE IS QUANTITY WEEKLY BUT THERE ARE A FEW POSTS OF QUALITY THAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT. I GUESS WHEN I HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME I WILL DO THOSE. WELL, ENJOY YOURSELVES EVERYONE AND SEE YOU NEXT WEEK.
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