KNOWING WHAT YOU KNOW

SO I LITERALLY JUST GOT HOME, JUST IN TIME TO WRITE THIS SHORT POST. IM TIRED AND IM SO FULL... LOL... I JUST GOT HOME FROM THE BIGGEST MEETING WE HAVE EVER HAD FOR THE COMPANY AND THE FULL TEAM WAS OUT IN FORCE FOR THIS. THE MEETING WENT GREAT AND THEN BIG BOSSMAN TOOK US OUT TO DINNER. THE TOPIC TIES INTO THE MEETING WE HAD TODAY. I THINK I WROTE SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEFORE BUT MORE ON THE LINES OF "NEVER STOP LEARNING" AND THIS IS MORE ABOUT WHAT YOU KNOW OR THE KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU HAVE. IN THE MEETING TODAY THERE AND RECENTLY AT OTHER MEETINGS THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE ABOUT WHAT THEY WERE PRESENTING OR TALKING ABOUT. IT JUST AMAZES ME HOW PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW. THE PEOPLE JUST KNOW ABOUT THE INDUSTRY AND WHAT NEEDS TO GET DONE OR WHY THINGS ARE. I MEAN I KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF RANDOM THINGS BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IM NOT AN EXPERT IN MANY THINGS, BUT I DO KNOW A LOT ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. IN MY JOB WE ARENT EXPERTS IN A LOT OF THINGS BUT WE KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS. THATS WHAT EXPERTS ARE, THEY KNOW A LOT ABOUT SPECIFIC THINGS AS WELL. IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW? YOU JUST DO... OR YOU WENT TO SCHOOL FOR IT. AFTER YEARS OF SCHOOL OR TRAINING, YOU FINALLY KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW. IM IMPRESSED BY WHAT SOME PEOPLE KNOW. PERSONALLY I KNOW A LOT ALREADY BUT I WANT TO KNOW MORE TO BE AT THE POINT WHERE I KNOW EVERYTHING... BUT THATS IMPOSSIBLE. I JUST WANT TO BE AN EXPERT ON WHAT I KNOW. THEN AGAIN HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THE RANDOM THINGS YOU KNOW... I ALWAYS LOOK RANDOM STUFF UP AND IF YOU WANTED TO KNOW I KNOW SOME REALLY RANDOM FACTS... IVE BEEN ASKED HOW I KNOW SOME OF THE THINGS I KNOW... AND I REALLY CANT TELL YOU... SOMETIMES YOU JUST DO.

SO CAMPING WAS FUN, THERE WAS NO RECEPTION UP THERE AND IT WAS NICE JUST GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL. WE CHILLED AND DRANK AND ATE AND WALKED AROUND AND JUST ENJOYED OURSELVES. THE WATER WAS SO COLD THAT WE COULDNT GO SWIM, AND THE SKIES AT NIGHT WAS SO CLEAR THAT WE SAW SO MANY STARS. I DIDNT SEEN ANY BEARS BUT THATS BECAUSE THEY WERE SCARED OF ME :) IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY AT WORK AND THIS WAS A MUCH NEEDED SMALL LITTLE GETAWAY. NOW TIME TO GET SOME SLEEP SINCE ITS BEEN A REALLY REALLY LONG DAY AND THEN BACK AT IT TOMORROW AGAIN LOL.

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CAMPING

SO IF YOU KNOW ME YOU KNOW THAT IM VERY PARTICULAR ABOUT EVERYTHING... TO THE POINT OF OCD... AND ESPECIALLY I DONT LIKE DIRTY THINGS, THATS WHY I WORK IN AN OFFICE AND NOT IN LIKE THE OIL FIELDS OR CONSTRUCTION OR WHATEVER. THIS WEEKEND THE BDAY GIRL DECIDED TO GO CAMPING FOR HER BDAY. I DONT MIND SINCE IVE GONE BEFORE... WHEN I WAS LIKE 14... AND I ALSO GOT A HUGE TENT THAT I BARELY USED AND A SLEEPING BAG, SO TECHNICALLY IM DONE AND EVERYONE ELSE... WELL THEY ARE ON THEIR OWN HAHA. WE GOING UP TO SOME PLACE CALLED SKAGIT AND ITS SOMEWHERE IN HOPE. I WENT TO CHECK THEIR WEBSITE TODAY AND ONE OF THE 1ST LINES I READ IS THAT THE "BEARS ARE VERY ACTIVE" IN THIS AREA... WELL... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL BASICALLY IT MEANS THAT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS YOU KNOW WHERE I AM HAHA BUT IM THINKING MORE ON THE LINES OF IM GOING BRING A BEAR HOME AS A PET LOL. IM GOING TO FIGHT IT, GAIN ITS TRUST, LIVE AMONG THEIR PEOPLE, AND SOMEDAY RULE THEM!!! THEY WILL NEVER SUSPECT IT OR SEE IT COMING. ANY WAYS ITS GOING TO BE ONE MASSIVE GONG SHOW LOL. SO THERES NO WATER, NO TOILETS, NO RECEPTION, NO ANYTHING FOR MILES AND MILES, WHICH MEANS CRAPPING IN THE BUSHES HAHA. ITS GOING O BE FUN, I HAVENT DONT IT IN A LONG TIME SO LETS SEE HOW IT GOES. ITS GOING OT BE INTERESTING FOR SURE. WOOOOOOO

TIRED AS USUAL AND PASSING OUT AS USUAL.PLUS I HAVE A MEETING IN THE MORNING THATS GOING TO LAST FOR HOURSSSSSSS. OH OH OH SO I WAS WORKING LATE ON MONDAY AND WHEN I WAS GOING TO GO PICK UP MY DAD MY CAR DIED... THANK... BATTERIES DEAD SO I CALL FOR A BATTERY CAR AND TURNS OUT THEY CLOSE THOSE DOWN AT 10PM... LUCKILY THEY WERE BUSY AND THE BATTERY CAR WAS STILL WORKING. I WAITED AND WAITED AND SOON ENOUGH THEY CAME AND GOT ME A NEW BATTER AND BIM BAM BOOM ITS DONE AND TIME TO GO HOME ALMOST AT MIDNIGHT. THINGS DID COME IN THRES... WELL... I PASSED OUT AGAIN SO IM GONNA CALL IT QUITS FOR THIS WEEK. I NEED ME SLEEP!!!

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NOTE

OK... I PASSED OUT 2 TIMES BEFORE I EVEN GOT THIS POST STARTED... I REALLY NEED TO START WRITING THIS EARLIER LOL. SO THERES NOT MUCH OF A TOPIC TODAY AND ITS MORE OF A NOTE TO EVERYONE. IF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I HAVENT REALLY EVER WRITTEN ABOUT THE OBVIOUS TOPICS SUCH AS LIFE, FRIENDS, AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT. THE PROBLEM IS THAT THERE IS SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT THEM AND I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START... WELL IF I DID START IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER MESS OF JUMBLED WORDS. THE MOMENT YOU WRITE IT DOWN IS THE MOMENT IT BECOMES REALITY AND FOR SOME OF THE STUFF I RATHER NOT SAY.

TIRED, PASSING OUT, BUSY AT WORK, OUT OF THE PLAYOFFS FOR FOOTBALL, HANGING OUT AND JUST REALXING. NOT MUCH ELSE RIGHT NOW, STILL WORKING ON HAVING SOME OF THINGS RUNNING BUT THATS TAKING SOME TIME IT SEEMS. WELL THERE YOU GO, A VERY VERY VERYYYYY SHORT POST LOL.

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LOOKING FORWARD... CANT WAIT...

EVERYONE HAS AT ONE POINT OR ANOTHER LOOK FORWARD TO OR COULDNT WAIT FOR SOMETHING. THE RESULT OF THAT IS EITHER OF SADNESS/DISAPPOINTMENT OR OF HAPPINESS/PURE JOY. THERES NO POINT IN JUST BEING OK WITH IT SINCE YOU ALREADY HYPED IT UP SO MUCH THAT IT WOULD JUST FEELS LIKE YOU WASTED TIME IF YOU ONLY FELT OK. WHY DO WE SOMETIMES PUT THINGS SO HIGH UP ONLY TO HAVE US REALIZE THAT IT HAS SUNKEN SO LOW? WE ALL WANT IT, WE ALL THINK WE NEED IT, WE ALL THINK WE DESERVE IT. WHO MAKES THIS DECISION THAT WE SHOULD GET WHAT WE GET? I MEAN WE REALLY ONLY GET WHAT WE PUT IN RIGHT??? OF COURSE THERE ARE THOSE THAT LUCK OUT AND GET MORE THAN WHAT THEY DESERVE OR JUST HAVE THINGS HANDED TO THEM, BUT MAJORITY OF PEOPLE JUST GET WHAT THEY GET. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU DESERVE AND WHY DO YOU THINK THAT... I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR YOURSELF. NO ONE WANTS TO WAIT OR UNTIL THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVE THEY DESERVE IT. YOU KNOW... ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT THEN I STARTED THIS TITLE AND EVENTUALLY IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT IT MAKES SENSE OR IS EVEN RELATED TO THE FIRST PART ANYMORE. THE TITLE IS A LITTLE CONFUSING TOO I SUPPOSE. YOU CAN TAKE IT AS LOOKING FORWARD TO SOMETHING AND CANT WAIT FOR IT TO HAPPEN, OR YOU CAN TAKE IT AS YOU WANT TO MOVE ON. RIGHT NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS ANYMORE... I GUESS THERES ONLY ONE WAY TO FIND OUT... AND IM GOING HAVE TO WAIT TO SEE WHICH IT IS. 

SO IM NOT EVEN QUITE SURE THE PARAGRAPH UP TOP MAKES SENSE... I PASSED OUT QUITE A FEW TIMES WRITING IT. WORKS BEEN GETTING BETTER AND I JUST CANT WAIT TIL THESE LAST FEW THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF SO I CAN HAVE SOME MORE TIME. FOOTBALL??? WELL... THE PAST WEEKEND WAS A MUST WIN SO WE CAN MAKE PLAYOFFS FOR SURE... LETS JUST SAY WE DIDNT DO AS WELL AS WE WOULD HAVE LIKED. WE WERE SHORT PLAYERS AND THOSE WERE OUR FAST GUYS TOO... SO THAT HURT US. NOW ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE FOR US TO MAKE IT SINCE WE NEED 1 TEAM TO WIN, 1 TEAM TO LOSE, AND OH YA... WE NEED TO WIN AS WELL. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THEN WE WOULD NEED TO WIN AS WELL. THE ISSUE IS THAT WE PLAY THE #1 RANKED TEAM TWICE AND THE TEAM THAT WE ARE IN A RACE AGAINST IS PLAYING THE BOTTOM BOTTOM RANKED TEAM. THAT BOTTOM TEAM EVEN FORFEITED THEIR FIRST MEET AND THEY GOT EASY POINTS. THAT BOTTOM TEAM HASNT WON AND I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME FOR THEM TO :) HAHA THEN WE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF MAKING IT. JUST WATCH THEM FORFEIT AGAIN... THEY DONT CARE ANYMORE SO ITS LOOKING LIKE WE SCREWED :( SIGH. WHO KNOWS THOUGH :) WE CAN STILL MAKE IT. REST OF LIFE IS FINE FOR NOW. STILL THINKING OF WHERE I SHOULD GO FOR VACA... ANY SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? WELL WHEN IM NOT TIRED OR LAZY IL ACTUALLY WRITE A FULL POST. UNTIL THEN... GOODNIGHT.

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