NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE...

EVER FEEL LIKE YOU JUST NEED TO GET OUT OF WHERE YOU ARE...??? I MEAN I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE CITY... GO SOMEWHERE... ANYWHERE... JUST OUT OF HERE... OUT OF THE CITY AND OUT OF THE COUNTRY... I JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE FOR VACATION AND JUST LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND. I WANT TO FORGET ABOUT LIFE HERE, WORK, FRIENDS, FAMILY, WORRIES, DUTIES, AND JUST EVERYTHING. JUST GO SOMEWHERE OFF THE GRID IF ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE... DONT GET ME WRONG I MEAN EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE I NEED A GETAWAY AND JUST TO FORGET IT ALL AND COME BACK REFRESHED. IM SURE IVE WRITTEN ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THIS BEFORE... I THINK ABOUT THIS KIND OF STUFF ALL THE TIME BUT IF I ACTUALLY WRITE IT IS ANOTHER QUESTION... I HAVE WRITTEN SO MUCH THAT SOMETIMES ITS TOO MUCH WORK TO GO LOOK UP IT ALL AND IM GETTING TIRED TOO HAHA. EVERYONE WILL COME TO A TIME WHERE THEY FEEL THE SAME WAY, ITS JUST EVERYTHING AROUND US THAT ADDS UP AND EVENTUALLY WE JUST NEED TO GET RID OF WHATEVER IT IS AND RECHARGE. THATS WHY WE ALL HAVE VACATION TIME :) THIS SORTA TIES INTO MY POST ABOUT LIMITS AND HOW EVERYONE HAS ONE. EACH PERSON CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH AND SOONER OR LATER SOMETHING WILL SNAP IF YOU DONT TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. SO NOW THE QUESTION IS WHERE SHOULD I GO FOR VACATION? IVE BEEN TO SOME OF THE PLACES IN THE US, ALL OVER EUROPE, AND ASIA AS IN CHINA, HONG KONG, AND TAIWAN. IM NOT EVEN GOING TO BOTHER LISTING THE PLACES IVE BEEN TOO... THERES TOO MANY AND IM TOO LAZY RIGHT NOW. ALSO IM NOT GOING TO BOTHER LISTING ALL THE PLACES I WANT TO GO TO BECAUSE UNLESS I WIN THE LOTTO OR MAKE IT BIG, THERES NO WAY IL BE ABLE TO GO TO ALL THOSE PLACES EITHER. SO MORE OF A REALISTIC PLACE... SOME PLACE WITH LESS PEOPLE AND JUST ENJOY MYSELF... SOME PLACE THAT I REALLY DONT HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE... OR DO ANYTHING... PERHAPS JUST LAY THERE AND NOT CARE... THIS SOUNDS LIKE SOME SORT OF BEACH OR RESORT... THEN AGAIN I DONT WANT THE WHOLE PAMPERED EXPERIENCE... I DO BUT I DONT... IM THINKING LIKE SOMEWHERE LIKE THE AMAZON OR DESSERT BUT NOT AS HOT OR WITH THINGS THAT CAN KILL ME... A MOUNTAIN THATS NOT THAT COLD... SOME PLACE THATS ENJOYABLE AND SECLUDED AND FUN... CAN SOMEONE PLEASE LEND ME A PRIVATE ISLAND WHERE I CAN JUST LAY THERE LOOKING AT THE WATER WITH NO ONE NEARBY??? THERES SOME STUFF ON MY MIND THAT I NEED TO FIGURE OUT AND THE MORE I TRY TO FIGURE IT OUT HERE AT HOME THE MORE MISTAKES AND CONFUSED I GET... THERES JUST TOO MANY DISTRACTIONS TO COME TO A CLEAR AND FOCUSED CONCLUSION... I JUST WANT SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING BUT EVERYTHING AND SOMETHING WITH EVERYTHING BUT NOTHING... SERIOUSLY THOUGH... WHERE CAN I GO... I HAVE VACATION AND I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO... LOL

IT MIGHT COME TO YOUR SURPRISE BUT I ACTUALLY LIKE QUIETNESS... YES... ME... THE LOUD PERSON... THE PERSON THAT TYPES IN CAPSLOCK ALL DAY EVERYDAY... I USE TO BE LOUD AND TALKED A LOT... I STILL AM LOUD AND TALK A LOT... BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT BEFORE IT WAS 24/7/365... NOW IT REALLY DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION... IVE REALIZED THAT NOW I REALLY DONT CARE AS MUCH ANYMORE... SOMETIMES I JUST DONT WANT TO BOTHER WITH GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS. I FIND THAT THE BEST TIMES NOW IS WHEN IM DRIVING OR WHEN IM ALONE... IM WITH MY THOUGHTS. WHEN IM WITH PEOPLE SOMETIMES I REALLY JUST WANT THEM TO SHUT UP!!! YOU REALLY DO NOTICE MORE WHEN YOURE SILENT. SOMETIMES I JUST LIKE WATCHING PEOPLE DIG THEMSELVES DEEPER AND DEEPER AS TO BEFORE I WOULD JUST SHUT THEM UP... NOW SOMETIMES THEY SHUT THEMSELVES UP OR I JUST REALIZE HOW BAD THEY ARE MAKING THEMSELVES LOOK. IVE LEARNED A LOT BY BEING QUIET... YOU OBSERVE MORE THAN YOU WOULD HAVE NOTICED IF YOU KEPT ON GOING. WELL GUESS IL LEAVE IT AT THERE... ALSO NOW IM PASSING OUT... LOL SO TIME TO UNSCRAMBLE ZEE BRAIN :)

RT