THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS

WELCOME BACK EVERYONE TO THE 1ST POST OF 2015 :) HOPE EVERYONE HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, I KNOW I DID. NOW BACK TO IT!!! SO... YES... THE TITLE IS FROM SELENA GOMEZ... YES I WATCHED SOME OF WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE... SO WHAT!!! SHES HOT!!! LOL AND ACTUALLY THIS HAS BEEN A TOPIC THAT I WANTED TO WRITE FOR A WHILE AGO TOO AND IT SEEMED LIKE NO BETTER TIME THAN NOW... RIGHT??? I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE MUCH TIME TONIGHT TO WRITE MUCH EITHER BECAUSE I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY FOR AN EXAM, BUT THAT ALSO TIES INTO THIS... BASICALLY IL SPARKNOTES THIS POST LOL. ITS QUITE FUNNY EH... YOU REALLY CANT HELP BUT WANT THE THINGS YOU WANT IN LIFE... OR EVEN KNOW WHEN YOU WANT IT... SURE THERES THINGS YOU WANT BUT HOW MANY THINGS DO YOU ACTUALLY NEED? WANTS AND NEEDS ARE SO FAR APART FROM EACH OTHER BUT SOMETIMES THEY ARE BOTH EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT AND NEED. YOU GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT OR NEED AND THEN ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP ONLY TO REALIZE THAT YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT AND NEED. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES YOU WANT SOMETHING ANYWAYS... I GUESS THATS WHERE THE TITLE COMES IN... YOUR HEART... THAT TELLS YOU WHAT YOU WANT... IT SORT OF RIDICULOUS... THE HEARTS JUST A MUSCLE... AN ORGAN... A PIECE OF MEAT... IT DOESNT WANT ANYTHING EXCEPT OXYGEN AND BLOOD... IT CANT TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT... BUT IT SEEMS LIKE IT DOES... AND DOES SO ALL THE TIME... SO WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU FINALLY REALIZE YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT??? WELL... YOU DO EVERYTHING YOU POSSIBLY CAN TO GET IT, YOU WORK HARD FOR IT, YOU DONT GIVE IT, YOU DONT SURRENDER, YOU FIGHT FOR IT BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT AND DESERVE IT. SOMETIMES IT MIGHT SEEM IMPOSSIBLE TO GET WHAT YOU WANT... THAT THE ROAD SEEMS SO FAR TO GET TO WHAT YOU WANT... YOU MIGHT STUMBLE ON THE WAY THERE... YOU MIGHT WANT TO GIVE UP... BUT IF YOU REALLY WANT IT... JUST KEEP GOING FOR IT UNTIL THE VERY END. YOU ALL KNOW I LIVE BY 3 MOTTOS FOUND IN THIS POST: "NO PAIN, NO GAIN" "LIVE WITH NO REGRETS" AND "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" AND THESE ALL HOLD VERY VERY TRUE TO WANTING WHAT YOU WANT. NOTHING YOU EVER WANT COMES EASY... GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT AND DONT REGRET HAVING GONE FOR IT... AND YOU WANT WHAT YOU WANT FOR A REASON. THERES LOTS OF THINGS I WANT... THAT IM TRYING TO GET... AND EVEN SOME THINGS THAT I BASICALLY HAD... BUT JUST ENDED UP LOSING THEM. SO WHAT NOW... SHOULD I GIVE UP? SHOULD I WAVE THE WHITE FLAG? SHOULD I JUST MOVE ON? NO!!! NOW IT MAKES ME WANT TO WORK HARDER FOR IT, TO GET IT, TO GET IT BACK. IT REALLY IS QUITE FUNNY... THE SAYING: "YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOUVE GOT UNTIL ITS GONE" AND YOU REALLY DONT REALIZE IT UNTIL YOU DONT HAVE SOMETHING... YOU REALLY DO TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED... ITS AMAZING WHAT PEOPLE REALIZE AFTERWARDS... THE SOONER YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU LOST, THE SOONER YOU CAN WORK TO GET IT BACK... AND IF YOU DESERVE IT THEN MAYBE... POSSIBLY... HOPEFULLY... YOU CAN GET IT BACK. IF OR WHEN YOU GET IT BACK YOU REALLY DO AND WILL APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE. WELL... WITH THAT ALL BEING SAID IM GOING TO SLEEP, I GOTTA GO GET WHAT I WANT TOMORROW LOL.

OH AND EVERYTHING ELSE THE PAST WEEK? NOT MUCH... FOR NEW YEARS JUST HUNG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY. HAD A PARTY AT ONE OF MY BUDDIES PLACE WHICH WAS FUN AND THATS ABOUT ALL. I HAVENT GONE OUT ALL WEEKEND OR WEEK CAUSE IVE BEEN STUDYING. SO NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED LOL. WITH THAT I BID YOU GOODNIGHT... UNTIL NEXT WEEK OF COURSE :)

RT