LIFES COMPLICATED

LIFES COMPLICATED... NEED I SAY MORE??? PRETTY STRAIGHT FORWARD... HONESTLY IF WE COULD JUST DO AND SAY AND HAVE WHAT WE WANT THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE AN EVEN WORSE PLACE EH HAHA. ITS BECAUSE ITS SO COMPLICATED THAT WE WORK SO HARD TO TRY TO GET WHAT WE WANT AND DESERVE. I GUESS IN A WAY THIS TIES INTO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT SOCIETY, SINCE SOCIETY IS THE ONE THATS ALWAYS TELLING US WHAT WE SHOULD BE, AND FROM THAT WE TRY TO GET THERE BUT LIFES SO MESSED UP AND COMPLICATED THAT WE NEVER GET THERE AND ITS THERE WHERE THE IMBALANCE OCCURS. WHEN THAT HAPPENS IT JUST GETS WORSE AND WORSE IN A CONSTANT LOOP THAT NEVER BREAKS... WHICH JUST DRIVES US EVEN MORE INTO INSANITY. THEN THERES THE OTHER SIDE WHERE WE DO EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE, SAY ALL THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND LIFE JUST DOESNT GO YOUR WAY. NO MATTER WHAT THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU CANT CONTROL EVERYTHING NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU THINK YOU CAN. LIFES COMPLICATED... PEOPLE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVERYONE  HAS THEIR OWN ISSUES THAT MAKE THEM COMPLICATED WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING ELSE COMPLICATED WHEN THEY BRING THEIR COMPLICATIONS INTO THINGS. WE ALL JUST NEED TO UNCOMPLICATE THINGS... CHOICES IN LIFE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVEN MY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW ARE COMPLICATED AND THE WORDS ARENT COMING OUT THE WAY I WANT... LETS JUST SAY... LIFES COMPLICATED... SO IM GOING TO SLEEP!!!

MAN... WORK SURELY HAS BEEN KICKING MY ASS LATELY LOL. MEETINGS AFTER MEETINGS AND DEADLINES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. LAST WEEK BEST EXAMPLE WAS GETTING INTO WORK AND GOING THEN GOING TO DELTA FOR A FEW HOURS... COME BACK TO THE OFFICE ONLY TO LOOK AT A FEW EMAILS AND THEN GO TO A 4 HOUR MEETING... IN MANDARIN... YAY... GET BACK TO WORK AT 4:40PM... AND GUESS WHAT... WORK STILL NEEDS TO BE DONE SON!!! SO STAYED TIL PAST 8PM JUST TO CATCH UP. THIS WEEK SO FAR ITS A MEETING EVERYDAY OR OT OR WHATEVER ELSE I GOT GOING ON... BUT ITS ACTUALLY OK KIND OF BUSY... I KNOW ITS WEIRD BUT I LIKE THIS KIND OF BUSY COMPARED TO MY LAST JOB WHICH MOST OF YOU MIGHT REMEMBER WAS HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE WERE DARK TIMES BUT THANKFULLY THEY ARE LONG GONE HAHA. NOT MUCH ON ANYTHING ELSE CEPT BEING WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY. THERE PROBABLY IS OTHER STUFF BUT IF THERE IS IM JUST TIRED AND LAZY TO WRITE MORE :) LOL.

RT