LIFES COMPLICATED

LIFES COMPLICATED... NEED I SAY MORE??? PRETTY STRAIGHT FORWARD... HONESTLY IF WE COULD JUST DO AND SAY AND HAVE WHAT WE WANT THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE AN EVEN WORSE PLACE EH HAHA. ITS BECAUSE ITS SO COMPLICATED THAT WE WORK SO HARD TO TRY TO GET WHAT WE WANT AND DESERVE. I GUESS IN A WAY THIS TIES INTO LAST WEEKS POST ABOUT SOCIETY, SINCE SOCIETY IS THE ONE THATS ALWAYS TELLING US WHAT WE SHOULD BE, AND FROM THAT WE TRY TO GET THERE BUT LIFES SO MESSED UP AND COMPLICATED THAT WE NEVER GET THERE AND ITS THERE WHERE THE IMBALANCE OCCURS. WHEN THAT HAPPENS IT JUST GETS WORSE AND WORSE IN A CONSTANT LOOP THAT NEVER BREAKS... WHICH JUST DRIVES US EVEN MORE INTO INSANITY. THEN THERES THE OTHER SIDE WHERE WE DO EVERYTHING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE, SAY ALL THE RIGHT THINGS TO SAY AND LIFE JUST DOESNT GO YOUR WAY. NO MATTER WHAT THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU CANT CONTROL EVERYTHING NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU THINK YOU CAN. LIFES COMPLICATED... PEOPLE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVERYONE  HAS THEIR OWN ISSUES THAT MAKE THEM COMPLICATED WHICH JUST MAKES EVERYTHING ELSE COMPLICATED WHEN THEY BRING THEIR COMPLICATIONS INTO THINGS. WE ALL JUST NEED TO UNCOMPLICATE THINGS... CHOICES IN LIFE ARE COMPLICATED... EVERYTHING IS COMPLICATED... EVEN MY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW ARE COMPLICATED AND THE WORDS ARENT COMING OUT THE WAY I WANT... LETS JUST SAY... LIFES COMPLICATED... SO IM GOING TO SLEEP!!!

MAN... WORK SURELY HAS BEEN KICKING MY ASS LATELY LOL. MEETINGS AFTER MEETINGS AND DEADLINES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. LAST WEEK BEST EXAMPLE WAS GETTING INTO WORK AND GOING THEN GOING TO DELTA FOR A FEW HOURS... COME BACK TO THE OFFICE ONLY TO LOOK AT A FEW EMAILS AND THEN GO TO A 4 HOUR MEETING... IN MANDARIN... YAY... GET BACK TO WORK AT 4:40PM... AND GUESS WHAT... WORK STILL NEEDS TO BE DONE SON!!! SO STAYED TIL PAST 8PM JUST TO CATCH UP. THIS WEEK SO FAR ITS A MEETING EVERYDAY OR OT OR WHATEVER ELSE I GOT GOING ON... BUT ITS ACTUALLY OK KIND OF BUSY... I KNOW ITS WEIRD BUT I LIKE THIS KIND OF BUSY COMPARED TO MY LAST JOB WHICH MOST OF YOU MIGHT REMEMBER WAS HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE WERE DARK TIMES BUT THANKFULLY THEY ARE LONG GONE HAHA. NOT MUCH ON ANYTHING ELSE CEPT BEING WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY. THERE PROBABLY IS OTHER STUFF BUT IF THERE IS IM JUST TIRED AND LAZY TO WRITE MORE :) LOL.

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SOCIETY CAN GO SUCK IT

SO IM FINALLY GOING TO GET BACK TO WRITING ABOUT TOPICS THAT HAVE MORE MEANING :) STARTING WITH............. SOCIETY AND ITS GRASP ON US. WHAT I MEAN BY THIS IS HOW SOCIETY TELLS US WHAT WE SHOULD DO AND HOW WE SHOULD ACT AND LIVE. EASIEST EXAMPLE IS HOW SOCIETY EXPECTS US TO GO TO SCHOOL, GET A JOB, HAVE A MORTGAGE, GET MARRIED, HAVE KIDS, AND DIE... THATS BASICALLY IT. IS THAT REALLY WHAT LIFE IS SUPPOSE TO BE??? ARE WE REALLY SUPPOSE TO FOLLOW THAT COOKIE CUTTER??? DOES THAT REALLY MAKE US HAPPY...? ITS THOSE THAT DONT FOLLOW THE NORM OR THOSE THAT DEFY WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO DO THAT REALLY DO HAVE A LIFE. WITHOUT THOSE THEN WE REALLY WOULDNT HAVE ANYTHING NOW WOULD WE? THOSE WHO STRIDE TO ACHIEVE MORE, THOSE WHO WANT TO DO BETTER, THOSE THAT JUST DEMAND TO BE OUTSIDE OF THE NORM AND TO FOLLOW IN THEIR OWN FOOTSTEPS. DONT GET ME WRONG... I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY CONTENT WITH WHAT THEY HAVE AND WHERE THEY ARE AND WHERE THEY ARE GOING... THEN THERES THOSE WHO NEED TO FLY HIGH. THEN THERES THOSE LIKE MYSELF WHO ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING BETTER BUT ARE JUST IN THAT SPOT WHERE THEY ARE TRYING TO GET THERE. ALWAYS STRIDE FOR SOMETHING BETTER, WE DESERVE BETTER, WE DEMAND BETTER. ITS THOSE WHO HAVE THE DRIVE TO TRY AND ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT SOCIETY SAYS IS IMPOSSIBLE WHO MAKE THEIR LIFE THEIR OWN. WHAT IS IT ABOUT SOCIETY THAT MAKES US SO AFRAID OF DOING ANYTHING THAT IS OUTSIDE OF THE BOX? IS IT FAILURE OR IS IT BECAUSE OF HOW SOCIETY WOULD SEE US? YOU CAN ASK ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME AND THEY CAN TELL YOU THAT I AM MOST DEFINITIVELY NOT FOLLOWING ANYONE ELSES FOOTSTEP BUT MY OWN, AND THAT I AM VERY... DIFFERENT AND RANDOM... ONCE AGAIN HENCE THE NAME OF THE BLOG LOL. SERIOUSLY THOUGH... SOONER OR LATER I WILL BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I TRULY WANT TO AND TELL CAN THEN TELL SOCIETY TO GO SUCK IT!!!

REST OF THE RANDOM LIFE? WELL WORKING, SCHOOLING AND THE SAME OLD. IT WAS ACTUALLY ONE OF MY BEST GIRLFRIENDS BIRTHDAY OVER THE WEEKEND SO HAD A FEW PARTIES HERE AND THERE. ALSO WENT TO WATCH INTERSTELLAR YESTERDAY AND I LOVED THE MOVIE :)THEN AGAIN I LOVE THAT KIND OF SCI-FI STUFF. OH DEAR... IM STARTING TO PASS OUT... THERE SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT AND HONESTLY THERE ONLY SO MUCH I WANNA WRITE. WITH THAT BEING SAID... IM GONNA GONNA SO GET SOME REST. TAKE CARE YOU ALL :)

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NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE

YOU CAN CALL IT COINCIDENCE, LUCK, FATE, OR DESTINY... I CALL IT "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" LOL. THE PEOPLE YOU MEET WHEN YOU MEET THEM IS MEANT TO BE MET THEN. PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON AND THEY LEAVE FOR A REASON. SOMETIMES ITS TO LEARN FORM THEM, SOMETIMES ITS TO HELP THEM, BUT EVERYONE IS THERE FOR A REASON. COINCIDENCE HAPPENS FOR A REASON TOO, AND I DONT REALLY BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING JUST HAPPEN OUT OF NO WHERE. SOMETIMES YOU JUST CANT HELP THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN... THINGS LINE UP SO PERFECTLY FOR ONE THING TO CAUSE ANOTHER TO DO SOMETHING TO END UP EFFECTING YOU. THINK ABOUT IT... FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN SO PERFECTLY TO YOU, A SERIES OF EVENTS MUST HAVE HAPPENED TO HAVE BROUGHT YOU OR IT TO THAT EXACT MOMENT IN TIME FOR IT TO HAPPEN. THEN AGAIN... SOMETIMES ITS JUST A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS THAT LEAD UP TO THAT MOMENT AS WELL. IN LIFE THINGS JUST HAPPEN, SOMETIMES YOU CAN HELP IT BUT SOMETIMES ITS JUST OUT OF YOUR CONTROL... BUT SOMETIMES THINGS ARE JUST SO FAR OFF THAT NO MATTER WHAT, THEY CAN NEVER HAPPEN... THE TIMINGS JUST NOT RIGHT... AND TIMING IS SUCH A BIG BIG PART OF IT ALL

BLA... ONCE AGAIN IM ALL OVER THE PLACE LOL. ITS LATE AND IM TIRED AND SLEEPY. THESE POSTS ARE GETTING SHORTER AND I REALIZE THAT IM LAZY... LOL. I MEAN THAT POSTING PICS TAKES SOOOOO LONG... AND I HAVE SO MANY... I RUN OUT OF SPACE IN PHOTOBUCKET QUITE QUICKLY AND THE UPLOADING AND LINKING TAKES TOO MUCH TIME OUT FROM POSTING. SO HONESTLY UNLESS THERES SOMETHING REALLY COOL I THINK IM GOING TO SLOW DOWN ON THE PICTURES. THEN AGAIN EVEN IF ITS COOL I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE POSTED IT ON INSTAGRAM ALREADY HAHA. NOTHING REALLY HAS BEEN GOING ON. JUST BEEN BUSY AT WORK AS USUAL. SCHOOL IS ALMOST DONE AND I MEAN DONE DONE!!! LAST COURSE AND I GET MY EXTRA PIECE OF PAPER LOL. PLUS OTHER WORK STUFF AS WELL. FRIENDS AND FAMILY AL THE SAME, HANGING OUT AND PARTYING HERE AND THERE. I THINK IN A WEEK OR 2 I CAN FINALLY GET BACK FULLY INTO THIS AND WRITE MORE THAN THE LATE RAMBLINGS OF A TIRED GUY HAHA. UNTIL THEN... SHORT PICTURE-LESS POSTS LOL. GOODNIGHT :)

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WEEKEND GETAWAY - FREAKNIGHT HERE I COME!!!

SO THIS POST IS GOING TO BE INTERESTING... NO PICTURES CAUSE PHOTOBUCKET IS DOWN FOR MAINTENANCE... LOL... AND THERE WERE GONNA BE SOME GOOD PICS TOO CAUSE I WENT TO SEATTLE OVER THE WEEKEND FOR FREAKNIGHT AND EVERYTHING.

WELL YOU ALL GUESSED IT :) I WENT TO SEATTLE FOR FREAKNIGHT THE PAST WEEKEND AND IT WAS BOTH AWESOME AND A BUMMER... GOT AWAY AND ENJOYED THE WEEKEND FRIENDS. DID SOME SHOPPING AND ATE SOME FOOD. DAY 1 FREAKNIGHT WAS OK. NOTHING REALLY SPECIAL AND DAY 2 WELL... ALL THOSE WHO KNOW, KNOWS IT WAS CANCELLED. WE MANAGED TO SALVAGE THE NIGHT AND WE WENT CLUBBING. ALSO IT WAS MY FIRST TIME AT RED LOBSTER AND IT WAS REALLY GOOD ESPECIALLY CAUSE MY MEAL GOT COMPED :) LOL YA... I FOUND A PIECE OF MELTED PLASTIC WRAP IN MY MASHED POTATOES HAHA. OH AND STOPPED BY TUALIP FOR THE FIRST TIME TOO AND LETS JUST SAY MY WEEKEND WAS COVERED HAHA. ALSO GOT MYSELF SOME NICE TOYS WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED TO THE COLLECTIONS :) WOOOO.

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