Wednesday 10 September 2014

LIFE'S ROAD IS NEVER STRAIGHT

SO I GUESS THE TIME IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HAS FINALLY COME. WENT AND DID THE LICENSING EXAM ON MONDAY... IT WAS HARD... I HAD ANSWER I KNEW, ANSWERS I WAS SORTA OK WITH, ANSWERS IM NOT TOO SURE ABOUT, AND ANSWERED I HAD NO FREAKING CLUE ABOUT... ALSO I KNEW I GOT 2 QUESTIONS WRONG SO AUTOMATICALLY I CAN ONLY GET 98/100... I WAS PREPPED AND KNEW MY STUFF. FIRST 20 QUESTIONS I WAS LIKE OH YAAAA NO PROBLEM :) THEN AS IT WENT FURTHER IN... FROM ABOUT 40-80 IS WAS SORT OF A BLUR... WTF!!! SOME HAD MULTIPLE RIGHT ANSWERS AND THEY DIDNT TEST ON THE INFO FROM THE BOOK... IT WASNT EVEN APPLY THE LEARNING, IT WAS SOME RANDOM CRAP... SOME I DONT EVEN THINK I READ ABOUT!!! MAN I WAS PISSED OFF AFTER THE EXAM... I REALLY HAD NO IDEA HOW I DID... LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAD NO IDEA... ARGGGG WELL ANYWAYS THE MARKS CAME OUT YESTERDAY AND I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO CHECK IT... FINALLY HAD TO ANDDDDDDDDDDD I FAILED... YAY... I NEEDED 65 TO PASS AND GOT MYSELF A 59... SO EVEN WITH THE 2 ANSWERED THAT I NEW I GOT WRONG IT WOULD ONLY BE 61 AND I WOULD STILL BE MISSING A FEW MARKS. I WOULDNT EVEN KNOW WHICH ONES I COULD HAVE CHANGED OR ANYTHING... I TOOK THE WHOLE 3 HOURS TO WRITE IT AND I EVEN CHANGED A BUNCH OF ANSWERS AND I WENT OVER THE EXAM TWICE SINCE I FINISHED AN HOUR AHEAD OF TIME. WELL... I WAS PISSED YESTERDAY AS WELL. TODAY SOME OF THE RAGE CARRIED OVER. IM JUST SO FREAKING PISSED AT IT ALL. I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BARELY PASS OR JUST FAILED... WELL... NOT MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT NOW SINCE ITS DONE... IM HAPPY THAT I WAS SOBER AT A PARTY OVER THE WEEKEND. AT LEAST I CANT BLAME MYSELF FOR PARTYING OR WHATEVER. MAYBE I RUSHED IT TOO MUCH... DOING IT ALL IN A MONTH... WHO KNOWS. ALL THE QUESTIONS COME FROM A TEST BANK SO THEY JUST PICK 100 OUT OF LIKE 1000. WHY DID THEY ASK ME THAT INSTEAD OF THIS... ITS LIKE TRIGONOMETRY... YOU HAVE TO PASS IT BUT WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU EVER GOING TO USE IT? AND IF YOU NEED IT JUST LOOK IT UP? WELL THAT WAS LIKE THIS COURSE... I KNEW IT ALL AND IM JUST PISSED AT THE RESULT OF HOW IT WENT DOWN. LIFES ROAD IS A MYSTERY AND IT IS NEVER A STRAIGHT LINE. I HAVE HAD QUITE A FEW HICK UPS HERE AND THERE AND I FINALLY GOT TO A POINT WHERE I LIKE HAPPY AND THIS CRAP HAPPENS...WHAT CAN I DO NOW? GET UP, PREP MORE, AND WORK HARDER. THIS IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF HOW LIFE NEVER PROGRESSES IN A STRAIGHT LINE. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS AND THROWS YOU OFF. ITS THE UNIVERSES WAY OF SCREWING WITH YOU. YOU JUST HAVE TO PICK YOURSELF UP, DUST YOURSELF OFF, AND GET BACK AT IT AGAIN. NEVER GIVE UP. MY LIFES ROAD HASNT BEEN STRAIGHT ONE EITHER. I HAVE HAD SETBACK, ISSUES, AND FAILURES AS WELL. ITS ABOUT HOW YOU CAN OVERCOME IT AND  CONTINUE TO MOVING FORWARD. JUST BECAUSE THERES A DETOUR DOESNT MEAN GIVING UP, YOU GO BACK AT IT EVEN HARD. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. THE REASON MIGHT NOT BE THAT CLEAR RIGHT NOW OR MAYBE I AM SUPPOSE TO STAY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW...


HEHE YAY MOON CAKE A WORK LOL TO MANY

ALL YEAH ALL FOR ME LOL
MMMM YUMMY HAWAII COOKIES :)

AWWW YEAH GOT MY FIXING :)

DOGGY STAYED THERE FOR A WHILE LIKE THAT LOL

MS54

HERE WE GO :) AND I WAS SOBER... ALL... NIGHT... LONG LOL

WOOOOOOO

THEY PLAYED LIKE HARDSTLYE ALMOST THE WHOLE NIGHT AND MAN ITS HAD TO RAGE OUT ALL NIGHT TOO LOL

NICE CAPTAIN :)

SIGH... TINY AS HELL ICE CREAM LOL

MY POT :)

ALL THEM POTS LOL

I GOT A CRAB LOL HALF OF 1... QUARTER ACTUALLY... LOL

CRAB CLAW AND ABALONE FOR BREAKFAST :) WHAT YOU GOT HMMM? 

YAY NEW SHOES :) CEPT FOR THE CREASE BUT THATS FROM THE BEND AND WALKING

WOW PRETTY CLEAN BOTTOM TOO 

UMMM YA I ENDED UP AT EUISU MONE THAN ONCE

HAHA

DINNER AFTER MEETING

MMMMMMMMMMM EVEN BETTER WOOOO :)


OH MAN TOO TIRED... I KEPT PASSING OUT TRYING TO WRITE THAT PARAGRAPH UP TOP... UMMM HAVENT DONE MUCH SINCE I WAS STUDYING AND GETTING READY FOR THE EXAM BUT WE ALL KNOW HOW THAT WENT... ALSO WENT TO THE MYON AND SHANE 54 CONCERT AND THAT WAS FUN. ALMOST ALL HARDSTYLE. BESIDES THAT REALLY NOTHING ELSE CEPT HUNG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS. OH OH OH SAW AS ABOVE, SO BELOW YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL. I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF SO YA FOR $7 SURE WHY NOT HAHA. WELL GUESS IM FREE NOW TO GO BACK OUT AND ALL... NOT REALLY SINCE MY HR COURSE IS STARTING SOON AND ALSO I GOTTA START LOOKING EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN CAUSE IM PISSED THAT I DIDNT GET IT... BLA... LIFE... WHAT A BITCH.

RT

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