LIFE & DEATH

SOOOOOOOO EVEN MORE OF A GRIMMER POST TODAY... LOL BUT IT TIES INTO MY PREVIOUS POST ABOUT "WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND." LIFE AND DEATH IS ALL AROUND US EVERYDAY WHETHER WE SEE IT OR NOT. ITS A FACT OF LIFE AND IT WILL NOT CHANGE. PEOPLE ARE BORN, AND PEOPLE DIE, CIRCLE OF LIFE WILL CONTINUE. THEY SAY WHEN YOU ARE BORN IT IS THE ONE TRUE MOMENT WHEN YOU ARE PURE/PERFECT... UNTIL THE NATURE AND NURTURE COMES INTO PLAY. THEN YOU GROW UP AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS SHAPES YOU INTO WHO YOU ARE. THAT STUFF IVE ALREADY TALKED ABOUT OR PROBABLY WILL TALK ABOUT AGAIN SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE... BUT BACK TO IT HAHA. THEN YOU GROW OLD AND EVENTUALLY POSITIVELY... DIE...

LOOKING AT MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE KIDS NOW OR IS GONNA HAVE KIDS I THINK TO MYSELF, WHAT IF I WAS BORN NOW... I WOULD HAVE SO MUCH TIME IN FRONT OF ME. I WOULD GROW UP WITH EVEN MORE AMAZING TECHNOLOGY AND WILL SEE EVEN MORE SPECTACULAR THINGS IN MY LIFE. PLUS I WOULD LIVE PAST THE YEAR 2100, WELL... I PLAN ON DOING THAT ANYWAYS SO NO BIGGIE THERE LOL. BUT HONESTLY I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE BORN NOW. I LOVE THE GENERATION I WAS BORN INTO, IT WAS AWESOME AND LETS BE HONEST... I REALLY DIDNT HAVE MUCH OF A CHOICE OF WHEN I WAS BORN LOL. ANOTHER THING IS EVEN IF I WAS BORN JUST A YEAR EARLIER OR A YEAR LATER, WOULD EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE END UP THE SAME WAY? MOST LIKELY NOT, EVERYTHING WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE DIFFERENT FRIENDS, BUT WHO KNOWS, THAT WAS ALWAYS A QUESTION I WONDERED.

LOOKING A DEATH... WHEN IM GONE WILL ANYONE CARE? BESIDES THE OBVIOUS, BUT I MEAN WHAT IF I PASSED ON NOW? WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO EVERYONE? HOW WOULD THINGS PLAY OUT? TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE SO LIFE GOES ON WITH OR WITHOUT ME. DOES IT EVEN MATTER IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS THEN? I MEAN OUR LIVES GOES BY IN A BLINK OF AN EYE, AND IN THE UNIVERSE OUR LIVES DONT EVEN REGISTER... WE ARE A SPEC OF A SPEC OF A SPEC IN TIME... SO DOES IT EVEN MATTER??? DOES ANY OF IT REALLY MATTER? ONLY REASON WE LIVE IS TO DIE AND HOPEFULLY HAVE DONE ENOUGH IN OUR LIFETIME THAT IT MIGHT MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEONE. ALSO TO PROLONG OUR FAMILY AND ENSURE THE SURVIVAL OF OUR LINEAGE.

NOW I CANT SAY ALL THIS WITHOUT MENTIONING WHAT ABOUT THE AFTERLIFE. IS THERE ANY OR ARE WE ALL DESTINED TO BE WORM FOOD? I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT THERES SOMETHING, I MEAN ITS GOTTA SUCK JUST NOT SURVIVING... I MEAN THAT, THATS IT. THERES NOTHING, BUT WHEN YOU DIE I GUESS YOU WOULDNT KNOW... YOU WOULD KNOW YOURE DYING OR ABOUT TO DIE OR PROBABLY DIDNT EVEN KNOW YOURE DEAD... JUST EMPTINESS AND BLACKNESS... ONLY PEOPLE THAT WOULD KNOW THAT YOURE DEAD WOULD BE THE PEOPLE ON THE OUTSIDE. SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THE AFTERLIFE THAT WE COULD OR MIGHT EXPERIENCE IS THE FINAL NEURONS FIRING, SINCE THE BRAIN IS STILL ACTIVE FOR 12 MINUTES AFTER YOU DIE, AND THAT ITS LIKE A DREAM. WE ALL KNOW THAT DREAMS CAN LAST FOREVER. I MEAN DREAM TIME AND REALITY ARENT REALLY THE SAME... YOU CAN DREAM FOR 5 MINS AND IT TURNS OUT TO BE HOURS OR DREAM FOR DAYS AND YEARS AND ITS ONLY BEEN A MINUTE. SO THATS WHAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE SAID. TAKE FALLING ASLEEP FOR EXAMPLE, DO YOU KNOW YOUVE FALLEN ASLEEP??? NO, I GUESS IN A WAY DEATH IS LIKE THAT... ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THAT YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING... THERE REALLY CANT BE NOTHING CAUSE THAT WOULD SUCK... BUT WHO KNOWS... THERES SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT LOL.

SO WHAT BROUGHT ON THIS POST??? I DUNT KNOW... IVE ALWAYS BEEN FASCINATED BY LIFE AND DEATH AND HOW ITS ALL OVER. SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT IT AND ALMOST NO ANSWERS TO THEM.

THATS RIGHT :P CHICKEN WITH CHOPSTICKS LOL THATS HOW PRO I AM LOL

AWWW YEAH LEFT OVER CHICKEN NUGGET FRIED RICE FROM BBT FOR LUNCH HEHE

SMOKED SALMON SALAD :) YAYA

I SPY YOU POPO!!! I SEE YOU THERE LOL

SO ONCE AGAIN ANOTHER POST FROM THE MIND OF WHICH IS MINE LOL. SHOWS YOU WHAT I THINK ABOUT EH LOL. REST OF THE LIFE IS BORING... WORK DAY IN AND DAY OUT, STUDY, SCHOOL, HW... FRIENDS... FAMILY... NOTHINGS REALLY NEW. WAITING FOR SOME OTHER THINGS TO HAPPEN BUT EVERYTHING TAKES TIME AND ONCE AGAIN JUST LIKE IVE SAID... I HATE PLAYING THE WAITING GAME... BUTTTTTT WHAT CAN I DO... NOTHING... SOOOO MUST WAIT.

RT