Wednesday, 26 March 2014

PICS OR IT DIDNT HAPPEN!!!

IF YOU HAVENT FIGURED IT OUT ALREADY... I REALLY LIKE TAKING PICTURES :) NOT JUST PICTURES OF PEOPLE BUT PICTURES OF ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING LOL. I PROBABLY TAKE MORE PICS THEN SOME GIRLS... MOST GIRLS ACTUALLY... ALMOST ALL OF THE PICTURES ON THIS BLOG WAS TAKEN BY MY PHONE, THE SAMSUNG S2X. YES YES I NEED A NEW PHONE AND IM WAITING FOR THE S5. ALSO CAUSE MY PHONES BEEN DYING FOR A LONG LONG TIME HAHA. SO BACK ON TOPIC... YES I DO HAVE A CAMERA AND I DO BRING THAT OUT TO TAKE BETTER PICTURES WHEN ITS A BIGGER EVENT BUT BRINGING THE PHONE IS THE EASIEST. YOU ALWAYS HAVE YOUR PHONE ON YOU AND THE TECHNOLOGY IN IT MAKES IT SO MUCH EASIER TO TAKE PICS OR TAKE SPUR OF THE MOMENT PICS AS WELL.

SO WHY DO I TAKE SO MANY PICS OF EVERYTHING??? WELL THE OBVIOUS ANSWER IS THAT BECAUSE I CAN :P LOL. ITS NOT LIKE I HAVE A LIMIT ON A ROLL OF FILM WHERE I CAN ONLY TAKE 24 PICS... THE MEMORY CARD IN MY PHONE CAN TAKE THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF PICS!!! AND IF I DONT LIKE THE PIC I TOOK I CAN ALWAYS JUST DELETE IT AND TAKE ANOTHER, OR TAKE A FEW PICS OF THE SAME THING AND CHOOSE THE ONE I LIKE LATER. ITS ALL ABOUT CONVENIENCE AND THE FACT THAT I CAN!!! SO WHY ELSE DO I DO IT??? WELL HONESTLY ITS BECAUSE I WANT THE MEMORIES :) ITS ALSO BECAUSE ITS PROOF THAT SOMETHING HAS HAPPENED... BUT MOSTLY BECAUSE OF THE MEMORIES. VACATION PICS, PICTURES WITH FRIENDS, RANDOM SITES, THEY ALL BRING BACK MEMORIES AND FEELINGS OF WHEN THOSE PICTURES WERE TAKEN. EVEN IF THOSE PICTURES ARE OF BAD MEMORIES OR FEELINGS NOW... THEY WERE TAKEN AT A TIME IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU WERE HAPPY... I MEAN WHO TAKES PICTURES OF SAD THINGS... WELL... YOU GET MY POINT LOL. LASTLY... I LIKE TO LOOK BACK AT THE PICTURES FROM TIME TO TIME, AS A REMINDER OF WHERE I HAVE BEEN AND WHERE I AM NOW, AND HOW FAR I HAVE COME.

PICTURES CHRONICLE EVERYTHING... THE PAST, THE PRESENT, AND THE FUTURE AS WELL. EVEN WHEN WE ARE LONG GONE PICTURES WILL REMAIN AND ITS LIKE A PIECE OF US WILL ALWAYS REMAIN IN A FORM OR ANOTHER. LOOK AT OLD PICTURES OF FAMILIES, PEOPLE, COUNTRIES, WAR, LOVE, SPACE. JUST LIKE PAINTINGS AND BOOKS, PICTURES TELL A STORY... JUST AS THE SAYING GOES: "A PICTURES WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS." SO WHAT WILL YOUR PICTURES SAY?


LUNCH PHO WITH SOME OLD BUDDIES :)

I SEE YOU HIDDEN FLOWER!!! :)

BEEF CARPACCIO NOMSSSSSSS

SEAFOOD FRIED RICE WITH CRUNCHY BITS WOOO LOL

WELL... ENDED UP PARTYING AGAIN LOL

MICHAEL WOODS WAS ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD THAT NIGHT LOL

LIGHTS ARE ON AND WE STILL GOING HARD HAHA

4AM... MCDS... TAKE ONE...

MORE LIKE TAKE 12 BUAHAHAHA BUT I JUST TOOK THE PIC LIKE THIS... THEN THE STUPID GIRL TOOK THE BOX AWAY WHEN I WAS ACTUALLY GONNA TAKE ONE... :(

FONDUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

BEEF SUKIYAKI AND SABA :)

ATE 4 CHICKEN SNACK WRAPS AND 10 NUGGEST... MMMM :)

SO OVER THE WEEKEND WE DECIDED TO GO GET SOME DESSERT :) OF COURSE NONE OF US REALLY ATE DINNER YET EITHER BUT WHO CARES!!! DESSERT CAN BE DINNER LOL. SO WE WENT AND GOT FONDUE :) CHEESE WAS AWESOME AND SO WERE THE ICE CREAM BALLS. CHOCOLATE WAS TOO MUCH AFTER A WHILE... ALSO PROB CAUSE I DRANK SOME OF THE CHOCOLATE... HAHA... BUT YA, WE HAD FUN CREATING NEW THINGS LIKE MY TOMATO DIPPED CHOCOLATE WHICH WAS INTERESTING... OR BANANA DIPPED CHEESE WITH SPRINKLES HEHE. WE HAD QUITE A FEW LAUGHS WHILE WE WERE THERE. WE WERE MOST DEFINITIVELY THE LOUDEST TABLE THERE!!! AFTER FONDUE SOME OF US WERE STILL HUNGRY... SOOO DECIDED TO GO NEXT DOOR TO THE SUSHI RESTAURANT AND GRAB SOME MORE FOOD LOL. WHERE WE ATE TOO MUCH AND WAS FOR SUREEEE FULL THIS TIME HAHA. THEN WE ALL JUST WENT TO A FOOD COMA AND WENT HOME LOL. DEFINITIVELY HAD AN AWESOME NIGHT WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS JUST HANGING OUT AND TALKING.

WELL WORK FINALLY MOVED TO THE NEW OFFICE :) ITS NOT BAD ACTUALLY. NICE AND BIG AND OPEN CONCEPT... CEPT FOR ME WHERE IM IN A DARK ROOM ALL DAY... LOL. MY DEPARTMENT ISNT REALLY SET UP YET SO THERES ONLY 3 OF US IN THERE RIGHT NOW BUT SOON BY THE END OF THE WEEK AND START OF THE NEXT, EVERYONE WILL BE IN THERE... ITS GONNA BE TOO MANY FREAKING PEOPLE... I CANT DO IT... ARGGG I LIKE IT WITH JUST A FEW PEOPLE BUT THE OTHER PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE LOUDDDDDDDDDDDD... YES... COMING FROM ME... THATS SURPRISING LOL. ITS NOT LOUD AS IN VOLUME... WHICH PROB WILL BE THE CASE FOR SURE... BUT LOUD AS IN WORK LOUDNESS... WHICH... I SUPPOSE THERES A DIFFERENCE... AND THERE IS!!! ANYWAYS... OH WE HAVE A GYM THATS ACTUALLY HAS QUITE A FULL GYM, SO GONNA FINALLY START HITTING THE GYM BACK UP LOL.

AND AS FOR LIFE??? WELL SOMETHINGS GOTTA CHANGE... SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE... AS USUAL IM TRYING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN BUT ALWAYS HAVING TO PLAY THE WAITING GAME...

RT

Wednesday, 19 March 2014

CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE

SIMPLE ENOUGH TOPIC I SUPPOSE... I MEAN EVERYDAY EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER, WHETHER VERBALLY OR THROUGH EMAIL OR EVEN TEXTING. EVERYONE TALKS TO SOMEONE, EVEN IF ITS JUST A HI. DOESNT MATTER IF ITS FORMAL AND AT WORK, OR IF ITS WITH YOUR FRIENDS OUTSIDE OF IT, YOU WILL TALK TO SOMEONE. SO HOW DO WE CHOOSE WHAT WE SAY??? I DONT MEAN WHAT TOPICS YOU TALK ABOUT, I MEAN THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF. THE WAY YOU ARE EITHER BLUNT AND COME STRAIGHT OUT WITH IT OR CONSERVATIVE AND POLITE. IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE SITUATION AND EMOTIONS BEHIND IT I GUESS. THE FACT IS CHOOSING A SPECIFIC WORD IN CONJUNCTION OF USING ANOTHER CHOICE WORD WILL DELIVER A DIFFERENT MESSAGE EVERY TIME. YOU CAN SAY ONE THING AND IT WILL BE INTERPRETED ANOTHER, OR THAT THE WORD YOU CHOOSE WILL INFLICT A DIFFERENT FEELING. THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THAT... WHY CANT WE JUST SAY WHAT WE FEEL AND HOW WE MEANT IT... YES, YES, THE WHOLE THING ABOUT SOCIETY HAS TAUGHT US THAT WE CANNOT JUST DO WHAT WE WANT OR SAY WHAT WE WANT... THAT WE HAVE TO BE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND THE MAIN THING IS PEOPLE DONT FORGET... OR FORGIVE... PEOPLE HOLD GRUDGES LIKE NO TOMORROW AND THATS WHAT MAKES SAYING WHAT WE WANT TO SAY SO HARD TO SAY IT IN THE WAY WE WANT IT TO BE HEARD. ITS LIKE WE ARE ALWAYS TIPPY TOEING AROUND EVERYONE WATCHING AND BEING CAREFUL NOT TO HURT PEOPLES FEELINGS. THE WORLD WOULD BE SO MUCH SIMPLER IF WE COULD JUST COME OUT WITH IT... BUT WE CANT... WHICH RETURNS US BACK TO THE TITLE OF THIS POST... CHOOSE THE WORDS YOU CHOOSE...

EASIEST EXAMPLE... AT WORK I DEAL WITH PEOPLE... AND A LOT OF THE TIME I REALLY JUST WANT TO SAY WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY TO THEM AND TELL THEM HOW I FEEL ABOUT THEM... BUT... I CANNOT... FORGET PEOPLES FEELINGS AND ALL... BUT THE MAIN REASON IS THAT CAUSE ALL THE CALLS ARE RECORDED AND THAT WOULD BE MORE LIKE SHOOTING YOUR OWN FOOT LOL. SOOO I MUST HOLD MY TONGUE AND JUST KEEP ON PRETENDING. WORKS BEEN BUSY... ESPECIALLY SINCE WE MOVING OFFICES... BUT HEY APPARENTLY THERES A FULL GYM IN THE BUILDING SOOO TIME TO GET BACK IN SHAPE!!! WOOOO :)


PARTY HARD :)

I LOVE IT WHEN THEY BLAST CONFETTI LOL

MOREEEEEE

BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT :)

CANADA :)

HEY DASH :) I SEE YOU AGAIN LOL

DASH BERLIN

FRONTLINER

JUSTIN PRIME

PHO THE NEXT MORNING LOL

MMMMM :)

BBT AND WAGON WHEELS LOL

JUST A SALAD HAHA

FLOWERS BE BLOOMING :)

SO IF YOU COULDNT TELL... YA I WENT TO INSOMNIA OVER THE WEEKEND LOL. SAW LOTS OF FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN AND IT WAS A PRETTY GOOD NIGHT. BLASTERJAXX WAS GOOD, FRONTLINER WAS OK, BUT DASH BERLIN... WELL... IT WASNT AS GOOD AS THE OTHER TIMES I SAW HIM... FREAKNIGHT, EDC, RED ROOM, AND THE REST... THOSE WERE BETTER NIGHTS LOL. AFTER PARTY WE WENT AFTER PARTY AND AFTER THE AFTER PARTY WENT TO SING K... OH MAN... IM GETTING TOO OLD FOR THESE PARTIES ALL NIGHT LONG HAHA. SOMEHOW AFTER RETIRING IT SEEMS THAT ITS STARTING BACK UP... GOT PLANS TO GO TO THE NEXT FEW BIG PARTIES HAHA. GUESS WE ALL NEED TO HAVE SOME FUN EH ;)

MET UP WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS TODAY FOR LUNCH, IT WAS NICE TO CATCH UP AND JUST SEE WHAT EVERYONES BEEN UP TO. EVERYONE JUST DOING THEIR OWN THING TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH LIFE. JUST ALL WAITING FOR THE DAY TO FINALLY MAKE IT. JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE... IM JUST WAITING LIKE THE REST... HURRY UP!!! JEZZ!!! I HATE WAITING!!!

WELL... GUESS ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS A BIT... NOT LIKE I HAVE READINGS... DISCUSSIONS... AND AN ASSIGNMENT DUE ON SUNDAY... OH WAIT... I DO... LOL. UNTIL NEXT TIME, HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK ALL :)

RT

Wednesday, 12 March 2014

TIMING

SO ANOTHER THING I REALLY BELIEVE IN IS TIMING... TIMING IS EVERYTHING IN LIFE. YOU CAN TRY TO CONTROL IT, BUT ITS ALWAYS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU CANT TAME IT OR MASTER IT. YOU CAN HAVE GOOD TIMING BUT YOU CANT MAKE IT DO WHAT YOU WANT IT TO DO. ONCE AGAIN THERES GOING TO BE LOTS OF YOU WHO ARGUE THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE GREAT MULTI-TASKING ABILITIES OR YOURE SO ORGANIZED THAT YOU HAVE GREAT TIMING. WELL I AGREE WITH YOU TOO BUT IM TALKING ABOUT EVENTS IN LIFE... YOU CAN CONTROL WHEN YOU WAKE UP, WHEN YOU EAT, WHEN YOU GET DRESSED, AND WHEN YOU LEAVE. EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS BETWEEN OR AFTER THAT IS OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU CAN PLAN YOUR DAY AND ALWAYS BE 15 MINS EARLY BUT THEN THERES AN ACCIDENT ON THE ROAD AND YOUR LATE. YOU COULD HAVE DECIDED TO RUN THE YELLOW AND GOTTEN PAST THE LIGHT, OR COULD HAVE GOTTEN IN AN ACCIDENT YOURSELF. YOU COULD HAVE DECIDED TO GO THE GAS STATION INSTEAD AND MISSED THE ACCIDENT COMPLETELY. THERES SO MANY EXAMPLES THAT COULD BE SAID... BUT YOU ALL GET THE POINT. TIMING HAS A LOT TO DO WITH DECISION MAKING CAUSE WHEN YOU DECIDE TO DO SOMETHING THATS WHEN YOU DO IT AND CAN AFFECT THE TIMING OF THE DECISION... LOL.

THINKING ABOUT LIFE AND ALL THE DECISIONS IVE MADE AND WHEN I MADE THOSE DECISIONS TO DO SOMETHING IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THE FACT THAT THOSE DECISIONS WERE RIGHT FOR ME AT THAT TIME. OF COURSE IF I COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE A FEW THINGS I WOULD... I MEAN WHO WOULDNT? ITS NOT A REGRET THING... MORE THE FACT THAT THINGS WOULD BE BETTER OR I WOULDNT HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH IT. THIS TIES INTO THE WHOLE POINT OF YOUR PAST MAKES YOU WHO YOU ARE TODAY AND I ALREADY WROTE ABOUT THAT ALREADY OR WILL... I GUESS... LOL

ANYWAYS... SO GETTING BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING... TIMING CONTROLS EVERYTHING. LIKE GETTING A JOB... WHEN YOU DECIDE TO APPLY FOR A JOB, WHEN A COMPANY CALLS, WHEN YOU ACTUALLY GET THE JOB... SOME OF THE TIMINGS CAN BE CONTROLLED BY YOU BUT YOU CANT CONTROL WHEN THE COMPANY IS GOING TO CALL... OR IF THEY EVEN WILL CALL... SAME IF SAY YOU HAVE A JOB BUT THE JOB OPENS UP OR IF YOU DONT HAVE A JOB AND YOU WANT ONE AND THERE IS NONE. WHICH ALL GOES BACK TO TIMING... AND WAITING... WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIMING...

ANOTHER IMPORTANT TIMING IS WHEN YOU MEET PEOPLE. WHEN AND WHERE YOU MEET THEM. IM NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT WHAT DAY AND LOCATION... BUT AS IN WHAT PART OF YOUR LIFE YOU ARE IN. SOME OF THE PEOPLE IVE MET IN THE PAST HAVE LEFT MY LIFE AND SOME THAT I JUST MET ARE IN MY LIFE AND SOME OF THEM WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR A LONG TIME ARE STILL AROUND. SOMETIMES MEETING SOMEONE IN ONE TIME OF YOUR LIFE DOESNT WORK OUT AND ITS ONLY YEARS DOWN THE ROAD THAT YOU BOTH REALIZE THAT YOU SHOULD BE FRIENDS, OR YOU REALIZE THAT YOU CAN NEVER BE FRIENDS.

SO... CAN YOU REALLY CONTROL YOUR TIMING OR IS IT JUST UP TO THE GODS AND DESTINY... I SAY 50/50. THERES A LIMIT TO WHAT YOU CAN CONTROL AND EVERYTHING IS JUST OUT THERE. 50% YOU AND 50% THEM IS MORE LIKE IT I SUPPOSE. I HONESTLY BELIEVE IF THE TIMING IS NOT RIGHT THEN ITS JUST NOT RIGHT. YOU CANT FORCE THESE THINGS... SO LIVE IN THE MOMENT, LIVE IN THE NOW. THE PAST IS IN THE PAST, AND JUST APPRECIATE IT FOR HAPPENING. LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE AND SEE WHATS IN STORE FOR YOU... AND JUST HOPE THAT THE TIMING IS RIGHT...


MMMMM PORK CUTLET LOL

MMMM PIZZA PIZZA LOL

SHREDDED CHICKEN :)

CHICKEN FEET

ANOTHER TYPE OF CHICKEN FEET... LOL

DIM SUM YO!!!

SALMON SALAD

DURIAN PASTRY  :) YUMSSSS

COOL THING IN A MALL LOL

NANDOS CHICKEN WOOO

FLOWERS ON ITS WAY :)

FINALLY STOCKED UP A BIT ON CANDY LOL

WELL... LETS SEE WHAT ELSE IS NEW... WORK IS WORK AS USUAL AND SCHOOL IS SCHOOL. NOTHING REALLY ELSE AS USUAL. STILL HAVE SO MUCH I WANT TO DO BUT WITH SO LITTLE TIME A DAY LEFT TO DO IT... I JUST CANT GET THEM ALL DONE. WELL BACK TO THE GRIND EH LOL

RT

Wednesday, 5 March 2014

RIDE OX FIND HORSE

NO I HAVENT GONE CRAZY... OR AT LEAST NO MORE THAN NORMAL... LOL. TO SOME I SUPPOSE THE TITLE IS A LITTLE ODD SOUNDING BUT IF YOUR ARE CHINESE OR MORE SPECIFICALLY CANTONESE THEN DO A STRAIGHT TRANSLATION AND YOU WILL GET IT. FOR EVERYONE ELSE LET ME CLARIFY THIS A BIT BETTER... RIDE OX FIND HORSE SHOULD BE WRITTEN MORE LIKE TO RIDE AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE WHICH IS A CHINESE PROVERB WHICH MEANS WORK THE JOB YOU HAVE WHILE LOOKING FOR A BETTER ONE. MUCH CLEARER EH? HAHA. I GUESS THIS POST ALSO TIES INTO A FEW OTHERS... MOSTLY THE PART ABOUT DREAMS AND ALWAYS TRYING TO DO BETTER AND GET BETTER AND TO GO TO BETTER PLACES. 

BEEN THINKING LATELY AND THERES SO MUCH I WANT TO DO AND JUST SO LITTLE TIME. IVE BEEN SAYING THAT THERES A BUNCH OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO AND THAT I WAS GOING TO SHARE SOME OF THE LIST WITH YOU ALL... I GUESS THIS IS AS GOOD AS TIME AS ANY... AT 3:45AM... LOL. SO HERES A LITTLE LIST OF THE STUFF I WANT TO GET DONE:

  • LEARN DUTCH
  • LEARN RUSSIAN
  • LEARN GERMAN
  • LEARN TO SURF
  • TRAVEL THE WORLD
  • CLIMB UP A MOUNTAIN (NO NOT THOSE EASY ONES OR THE ONES YOU SNOWBOARD)
  • DIVE DEEP INTO AN OCEAN (SCUBA DIVE AND SNORKEL TOO)
  • GO ON A SAFARI
  • LEARN TO PLAY THE VIOLIN
  • JUST DISAPPEAR FOR A WHILE

SO THIS IS JUST A LIST OF STUFF THAT I WANT TO DO NOW... THESE ARE THE REALISTIC ONES LOL. OF COURSE THERES TONS MORE THAT I COULD SHARE... BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT HAHA. I MEAN THOSE "WHAT I WANT TO DO" IS MORE OF THE WHERE I WANT TO GO AND WHAT I WANT TO BE... IN LIFE "TO DO" LIST. 

ANYWAYS... WHAT WAS I TALKING ABOUT... OH YES... JOB. WELL WHAT CAN I SAY. JUST RIDING AN OX LOOKING FOR A HORSE, WAITING FOR THAT BETTER THING TO COME. TRYING TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN BUT SOMETIMES ITS JUST OUTSIDE OF YOUR CONTROL. ANOTHER PROBLEM IS DONT WE ALL BELIEVE WE DESERVE BETTER? WE DO DONT WE? I MEAN THATS WHAT WE ALL WANT. NONE OF US JUST EVER WANT TO SETTLE... BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE WHATS GIVEN TO YOU... UNTIL THE DAY COMES WHEN YOU FINALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT. AS ALWAYS THE COMPANIES THAT YOU WANT TO WORK FOR OR THE JOB YOU WANT... THEY MIGHT NOT WANT YOU... YOU KNOW YOU WILL DO GREAT IN THAT POSITION BUT THEY NEVER GIVE YOU THE CHANCE, THEY NEVER CALL YOU FOR THE INTERVIEW AND THEY NEVER WILL KNOW HOW AWESOME YOU COULD BE. I DONT KNOW... I MEAN SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE... SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE... WE ALL CANT JUST GO DAY IN AND DAY OUT... THIS ISNT LIFE... THIS ISNT WHAT ITS SUPPOSE TO BE ABOUT... IS IT??? CAN IT??? SHOULD IT??? WELL... I GUESS ITS BACK TO THE PART I HATE MOST... WAITING... NO CHOICE BUT TO WAIT AND SEE.

MMMM SUSHI :)

YA... STUDYING AND EATING PIZZA AND CHEESE BREAD LOL

WINGS ROUND 1

WINGS ROUND 2

NOW THATSSSSSSSS LOADED WITH SALT LOL

INCEPTION YO!!! OF A COOKIE 

MY ASIAN PLATES LOL AND LUNCH...

PIZZA WITH CHOPSTICKS!!! THATS HOW I ROLL LOL

OH I HAD AN ONLINE MT... WE HAD 2 DAYS TO DO IT... HONESTLY I RATHER DO IT IN CLASS... I WOULD PROBABLY WRITE LESS AND GET A BETTER GRADE LOL. I MEAN THE TEACHER KNOWS THAT YOU ARE PRESSED FOR TIME SO THE QUALITY MIGHT BE A LITTLE LOWER... BUTTTTTTTT WITH MORE TIME SHE EXPECTS IT TO BE OF A HIGHER QUALITY... ALSO LONGER LOL. OH WELL. I HAVE MY OTHER PART OF MY MT TOMORROW AND INSTEAD OF STUDYING I WATCHED SOME TV AND WROTE THIS HAHA. IL BE OK CAUSE ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST LOOK OVER A FEW THINGS AND IM GOOD.

SO THIS POST WAS MORE OF THE REGULAR RAMBLINGS OF ME... BACK TO THE OLD STYLE IN A WAY... MOSTLY CAUSE IVE BEEN THINKING LATELY... THINKING ABOUT LIFE AND THE CHOICES I MADE... NOT EVEN GOING TO START ON WRITING ABOUT THAT CAUSE THERES NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH CAPS LOCK FOR THAT HAHA. YA... SO LETS JUST LEAVE THAT TOPIC FOR SAY... NEVER!!! HAHA. SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD DO WHAT I LIKE... BUT THAT DOESNT PAY THE BILLS... OH WELL... BACK TO THE GRIND... BACK TO THE OX UNTIL I FIND THAT FREAKING HORSE LOL :)

RT