SURPRISES AND DESENSITIZATION

SO HERES AN INTERESTING ONE... IM NOT ONE TO BE SURPRISED OR GETS SURPRISED. LET ME EXPLAIN, THERES MANY TYPES OF SURPRISES. LIKE WATCHING A SCARY MOVIE AND ALL OF A SUDDEN SOMEONE JUMP OUT AND SCARES YOU OR SURPRISES YOU, PEOPLE WOULD JUMP OR SCREAM OR FLINCH. WELL... I DONT GET THAT... I DONT USUALLY GET CAUGHT OFF AND NOTHING REALLY JUST TRIGGERS THAT JUMPING OMG AHHHH EMOTION. ALSO THE OTHER TYPE IS THAT IM NOT SURPRISED WHEN PEOPLE DO THINGS, WHETHER GOOD OR BAD. PEOPLE DO WHAT THEY WANT AND WILL KEEP DOING IT OR NOT DOING IT NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. SO IT DOESNT SURPRISE ME WHETHER OR NOT PEOPLE LISTEN. AS FOR NEWS REGARDING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, NOTHING SURPRISES ME, NOT THE NUMBERS, OR IS GOING ON OR USED.

NOW... I THINK THERES A CORRELATION BETWEEN NOT BEING SURPRISED AND BEING DESENSITIZED. I REALLY LIKE AND AM NOT AFRAID OF GORE, BLOODY, AND DISGUSTING THINGS. YOU KNOW THAT SAYING WHERE YOU TELLING THEM SOMETHING DISGUSTING AND THEN THEY SAY "THANKS, I LOST MY APPETITE" WELL THAT NEVER MADE SENSE TO ME... I COULD ALWAYS EAT AND NOTHING EVER BOTHERED ME... I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PEOPLE CANNOT STAND THE SIGHT OF BLOOD, OR HAS ISSUES WITH BROKEN BONES. SAME WITH SEEING PICTURE OF DISGUSTING THINGS. I LOVE ALL THAT WEIRD AND NASTY THINGS. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH IT AND ENJOY IT. HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN TO A PERSON? ARE PEOPLE JUST BORN THAT WAY OR JUST GREW INTO IT? WITH MY FRIENDS I THINK IM THE MOST REMOVED FROM EVERYONE. I MEAN IN REGARDS TO FEELING NOT MUCH ABOUT THOSE SUBJECTS OR ABOUT VIOLENCE. IT JUST DOESNT HIT ME...

I SUPPOSE BEING DESENSITIZED, IT LOWERS MY LEVEL AND ABILITY TO BE SURPRISED. ITS A GOOD AND BAD THING. ITS GOOD IN THE WAY THAT I HAVE A HIGHER THRESHOLD FOR EVERYTHING BUT BAD AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE SOCIETY SAYS THAT WE SHOULD BE MORE SENSITIVE TO ISSUES OR THINGS. WELL... NOT MORE SENSITIVE BUT MORE SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. IM USUALLY ON THE EXTREME SIDE OF THE SPECTRUM... USUALLY ON THE +10 SIDE OF EVERYTHING... WHAT ABOUT EVERYONE? I KNOW WHERE MY FRIENDS WOULD TELL ME WHERE I AM... BUT HEY... THATS WHAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE RIGHT? LOL

MMMMM BOX LOL

SUSHI FOR ME, SANDWICHES FOR MY COWORKER, ALL WHILE WATCHING NARUTO LOL

CREEPY HAT THAT WAS IN THE GARAGE...

FREE STARTER FOR SIGNING UP :)

4 LANES INTO 1... GREATTTTTTTTTTT...

HANJU ALL YEAH :)

WENT TO NIGHT MARKET AGAIN AND GOT KIMCHI BEEF GREEN ONION PANCAKE WRAP :) THIS PLACE WAS BUSY AND IT WAS SO GOOD. FRESH AND CRISPY WITH A CRUNCH AND THE KOREAN STYLE BBQ BEEF AND OF COURSE KIMCHI. THE PICS NOT THE BEST CAUSE I REALLY WANTED TO EAT IT HAHA

DEEP FRIED CHEESE CAKE HEHE :)

STINKY TOFU AND SOME NOODLES

DAM THATS EXPENSIVE... :(

IM GONNA GO ON A BOAT :) THAT BOAT :) BOATTTTTTTTT

THE PRETTY VIEW

REMINDS ME OF GIRAFFES :)

A BIG BOAT IN DRYDOCKS

OH MY~!!!

MACAROONS :)

YA... THE GUY PARKED LIKE A DICK SO THERES NOT ENOUGH SPACE IN FRONT OR BEHIND THEM TO PARK ANOTHER CAR... EXCEPT THEY FAILED AT IT CAUSE THEY LEFT TOO MUCH IN FRONT. TOOK ME LIKE 6 ADJUSTMENTS BUT I GOT IN AND THIS IS HOW MUCH SPACE HE GETS :) THEY GOT LOTS OF SPACE IN THE BACK SINCE THEY TRIED TO PULL THAT MOVE BUT FAILED LOL

WOOOOOOO PINEAPPLE CAKE THAT BUDDY BROUGHT BACK FROM TW HEHE

MY LUNCH LOL YA... I WAS HUNGRY HAHA

CUTLET FILET AND CAJUN CHICKEN

NEVER GO WRONG WITH SALMON

VOLCANO ROLL THAT HAD A BONE IN IT AND I ALMOST BROKE MY TOOTH ON... CRACKED SO LOUD EVERYONE HEARD IT...

TIGER ROLL

LAS VEGAS ROLL

WTF... THANKS PEN... HAHA GOTTA WRITE THE AIR OUT I GUESS LOL

GIANT MUSHROOM... HMMM

I GOT TO CHILL WITH THE BESTIE THE OTHER DAY AND WE GOT PASSES TO THIS TOURIST BOAT CRUISE AROUND THE INLET TO CHECK OUT EVERYTHING. IT WAS PRETTY COOL JUST TO SEE EVERYTHING AROUND, EVEN THOUGH I LIVE HERE THERES A BUNCH OF STUFF YOU DONT SEE OR DO. TOTALLY TOURISTY IT UP. I THINK MY FRIEND AND I GOT TO EXCITED AND LOUD THAT THE GUY SITTING NEXT TO US ENDED UP MOVING AWAY LOL WE DIDNT EVEN REALLY PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT THE GUY WAS SAYING OVER THE PA... WE WERE BUSY JUST TALKING ABOUT OUR OWN THING HAHA.

WORKS WORK AS USUAL... ALL MY DEADLINES CAME UP YESTERDAY AND TODAY SO I GOT A LOT OF STUFF OUT OF THE WAY. FINALLY I CAN WORK ON EVERYTHING ELSE THAT I NEED TO GET DONE LOL. SCHOOL IS BACK TOO... LAST SEMESTER OF THE CERTIFICATE PROGRAM AND NO TEXTBOOK SO YAY :) SAVE SOME MONEY HAHA.

SEASON PREMIERS OF ALL MY SHOWS ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!! WOOO NEW SHOWS AS WELL. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY SHOWS IM WATCHING... AS MENTIONED LAST WEEK GOTHAM WAS A DISAPPOINTMENT AND SCORPION IS AWESOME. WELL HOW TO GET AWAY WITH MURDER IS GOOD AND HAS BEEN ADDED TO THE LIST OF TO WATCH. TVO HAS STALKER WAITING TO BE WATCHED. THERES A FEW MORE SHOWS I HAVE TO CHECK OUT SO WE SHALL SEE WHAT ELSE IS GOOD. I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I HAVE SO MUCH TIME TO WATCH MY SHOWS... BUT MUST WATCH ALL THE SHOWS NOW!!!!!!!!!!! :)

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THAT TIME OF THE YEAR AGAIN

WELL... IT SEEMS THAT ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN... NO, NOT CHRISTMAS... BUT BIRTHDAY. HONESTLY ITS TRUE... THE OLDER YOU GET THE LESS YOU CARE AND THE MORE YOU STRESS HAHA. I SEEM FINE BUT SOME OF MY OTHER BUDDIES STARTING TO HIT THAT AGE WHERE ITS LIKE YA... UMMM LETS NOT REMIND EACH OTHER HAHA. DAYS GO BY AND EVENTUALLY WE END BACK UP HERE. SO ALMOST ANOTHER 365 DAYS HAS PAST AND GONE AND I MUST SAY THAT THIS YEAR SURE WAS AN INTERESTING ONE... THROUGH EVERYTHING THAT IVE DONT AND GONE THROUGH IVE FINALLY ARRIVED AT A PLACE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY. SO I GUESS HERES SOME HIGHLIGHTS FROM LAST BIRTHDAY TIL THIS ONE:

• FOUND A JOB, LEFT THAT JOB... LOL
• GOT THE JOB THAT I NOW LOVE
• GOT CLOSER WITH MY FRIENDS
• MET NEW PEOPLE
• HAD A RELATIONSHIP
• KEPT WITH THE HR PROGRAM
• GOT TO KNOW MYSELF BETTER
• THINGS FINALLY COMING TOGETHER
• PARTIED SO FREAKING HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MEAN THERES LOTS MORE BUT JUST THE HIGHLIGHTS. IM HAPPY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED THIS YEAR AND ONCE AGAIN ITS BECAUSE OF IT THAT IT HAS BROUGHT ME TO THE PLACE THAT I AM TODAY. IM FINALLY AT A PLACE WHERE I CAN DO WHAT I WANT AND NEED TO GET DONE. JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME AND IL FINALLY GET IT ALL LOL.

SO HOWS THE MONTH GOING SO FAR? WELL I WAS BEHIND SCHEDULE FOR A BIT BUT THE LONG WEEKEND ALLOWED ME TO CATCH UP. I LITERALLY DID SO MUCH WORK DURING THE WEEKEND I COULDNT BELIEVE IT. CAUGHT UP A LOT BUT STILL HAVE A LOT TO DO TO BE PREPARED. LIKE I SAID YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO, AND CAUSE OF IT I REALLY AM NOT GOING OUT MUCH THIS MONTH. KEEP ON GRINDING. AUGUST IS THE WORST MONTH TOO CAUSE I HAVE SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS BDAYS AND MINE AND NOT TO MENTION THE FACT ITS AUGUST... BUT HEY, KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE, STARING AT THAT FINISH LINE. THENNNNNN I CAN DO WHAT I WANT LOL. WORKS BEEN BUSY, BEEN RUNNING AROUND ALL THE TIME. JUST TODAY I WAS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND ITS ALSO HOT TOO... OH AND I WASNT EVEN IN MY OWN CAR CAUSE THATS IN THE SHOP FOR CHECK UP SOOO IM USING A COURTESY CAR AND DAM... ITS UMMM BEATED UP LOL. 

I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT PARTIED LATELY!!! OMG!!! ITS UNBELIEVABLE!!! JUST PARTIED OUT... FOR NOW I GUESS HAHA. ALSO GOTTA FOCUS ON WHAT I NEED TO GET DONE RIGHT NOW. I GUESS THATS WHY THERES NOT MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT... WELL THERE ARE TOPICS I WANNA WRITE ABOUT BUT MEH YOU KNOW... LOL MAYBE IL WRITE IT AFTERALL LOLOLOL. ACTUALLY I THINK I WROTE ABOUT THIS ALREADY... OR ON SOME SIMILAR LINE. WELL IL JUST SAY IT AGAIN THEN :) THE THINGS YOU DO IN LIFE IS ALWAYS A TRADE OFF. EITHER TO DO THIS OR TO DO THAT. TO GET THIS OR TO GET THAT. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS. LIKE RIGHT NOW WELL IM TRADING OF PARTYING AND HAVING FUN TO STUDY AND PASS MY LICENSING... WHICH LEADS TO LOTS OF FUTURE PARTYING LOL. SOME TRADE OFF HAPPINESS FOR MONEY AND OTHERS TRADE OFF TIME FOR OTHERS. EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A TRADE OFF. IT JUST DEPENDS WEATHER OR NOT YOU ARE TRADING OFF THE RIGHT THING FOR THE OTHER. WHICH LEADS ME TO ASK CAN YOU REALLY HAVE IT ALL??? I THINK SO... I MEAN PERSONALLY I WOULD NEVER SETTLE. WHO WOULD? AND I SUGGEST YOU NEVER SETTLE EITHER. YOU DESERVE THE BEST SO WHY NOT REACH FOR IT. IT MIGHT TAKE YOU LONGER THAN EXPECTED BUT SOONER OR LATER, EVENTUALLY IT WILL APPEAR BEFORE YOU, IF YOU HAVE THE DRIVE AND WANT FOR IT. THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, I GOT TO ONE POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I WANT. WITH THAT SAID ALWAYS KEEP MOVING FORWARD, ALWAYS KEEP SEARCHING, NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER SURRENDER :) SO I GUESS I DID END UP TALKING ABOUT IT HAHA.  

NOMSSSSS LOL

MY BLACK PEN BROKE :( NOW IM USING A BABY BLUE ONE LOL

ANTS GOING CRAZY OVER... CANDY??? WHATEVER THAT THING IS LOL

XLB!!!

MMMM FATTY THINGY YUMMMM

DEEP FRIED CHICKEN HEHE

BIG CAN OF FROZEN ICE TEA AND ORGANIC BEER. IT WAS REALLY COLD... LIKE FROZEN ICED COLD AND I COULDNT EVEN REALLY HOLD IT LONG TO TAKE A PIC HAHAHAHA

CHURCHES COUPON FOR BOGO SPICY CHICKEN THIGH AND DOUBLE YOUR ORDER FOR JALAPEÑO BOMBERS OMG THE BURGER IS HOT HEHE BUT GOOOOD 

HEY LITTLE... WELL... NOT REALLY LITTLE... JUST THERE... HAHA

THE INFAMOUS LA CHICKEN... NOTHING REALLY SPECIAL... I DONT GET IT... IT WAS OK

HONESTLY, IVE GROWN A LOT AND MATURED A LOT THIS YEAR. IVE ALSO BEEN TOLD THAT BY PEOPLE I SEE RARELY. YOU GET TO A POINT WHERE YOU JUST HAVE TO CHANGE. THE VIEWS YOU TAKE JUST SHIFT. I GUESS IT ALSO HAS TO DO WITH YOUR PRIORITIES AND GOALS. I STILL HAVE A LOT OF GOALS I WANT TO BE ABLE TO ACHIEVE. 

SO I WAS TAKING A BREAK THE OTHER DAY AND GUESS WHAT I STARTED WATCHING AGAIN??? NARUTO SHIPPUDEN!!!!!!!!!!! LOL THIS TIME IM SKILLING ALL THE FILLERS AND GOING STRAIGHT TO THE MAIN STORYLINE. BURNING THROUGH IT PRETTY FAST ACTUALLY, BUT STILL GOT OVER 150 EPS SO THATS GOOD LOL. I WONDER HOW MANY ARE FILLERS THOUGH... SHOULD REALLY CHECK HOW MANY IN THE MAIN ARC... LOL. I GUESS WHEN I RUN OUT I CAN GO BACK TO BLEACH AND FAIRY TAIL LOL. 

OH AND WHAT AM I DOING FOR MY BDAY YOU MIGHT HAVE ASKED? WELL FRIDAY FAMILY DINNER AS USUAL, SOME OF MY FRIENDS WANT TO GET ME DRUNK BUT LIKE MANY OF YOU KNOW... I DONT DRINK... WELL I DONT LIKE IT HAHA. YA FUNNY EH CAUSE I ALWAYS PARTY TOO. JUST ENOUGH DRINKING TO HAVE FUN AND NOT GET SLOSHED HAHA. SO FRIDAY IS STILL UP IN THE AIR AND IL JUST WING IT... OR MAYBE COME HOME AND STUDY :) SATURDAY IM GONNA STUDY FOR SURE!!! UNLESS IM HUNGOVER... LOL BUT YA SATURDAY NIGHT DINNER WITH MY FRIENDS. I NEVER LIKED BIG PARTIES AND HONESTLY I REALLY RATHER JUST HAVE A NICE SMALL DINNER. THATS WHAT I LIKE LOL ONCE AGAIN FUNNY BECAUSE I LIKE TO PARTY SO I BUT I ONLY WANT A SMALL PARTY FOR MY OWN BDAY... AFTER DINNER??? SOMETHING RANDOM LIKE GOOD OLD BOWLING!!! HAHA BUT WE SHALL SEE ABOUT THAT. USUALLY WE END UP MAKING BETS AND 1 BET THATS ALWAYS BEEN STANDING IS WHOEVER BEATS ME IN BOWLING, IL DRINK. THAT USUALLY IS ABLE TO LIMIT ME TO 1... OR 2... DRINK HEHE. WOOOO :) SO WE SHALL SEE CAUSE I REALLY WANTED TO GO ARCHERY TAG AND SHOOT MY FRIENDS IN THE HEAD... BUT DONT THINK THATS GONNA HAPPEN NOW... HAHA MAYBE NEXT TIME ;)

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